*RAWR. undeniable.

2010-09-17T14:57:00.002+08:00

Stop being an asshole.

Dont think you can make a fool of me.

Well, we shall see then.

People like you dont meant what they say.

Sometimes they say it to please others.

But please dont be so stupid cos your actions are proven that people like you, dont need to be entertain.

Wait, they should be entertain and be made a fool out of himself.

That'll be gooood.

Listen here boy, you have lost my trust ever since the first.

This is all just a play, and back at you boy!

Lets see how long this will last yeah.

Never test the patience of someone who's been very lenient to you.

2010-06-23T19:02:00.000+08:00

Im sick and tired of all these crap.

2010-02-24T13:01:00.002+08:00

Does anyone even reads my blog nowadays?

I dont even think so! Haha.

Goshh. I feel so deaaad and tireddd..

Two days ago, i hadnt slept for 34 hours!

For the sake of doing my projects, of which i didnt manage to complete everything anyways.

Tskkk~

Whats the point of having no exams when you have tons of projects to complete.

I dont see the freaking difference lahh!

Besides you guys just study and have exams and youre done!

Designer students are very lecehh. Err, i mean fussy.

Is it the same? Ahh, who cares. Im sleepy anyways.

But i cant sleeeeeep. Cos i hafta complete my next project of 3D max stuffs.

Tskkk~ Two more submissions ah!

Lets chiong! To those who have exams too!

Those who are having holidays..get lost. Haha.

Byee~! (to myself; cos i think im the only one who reads this. :D)

2010-02-08T09:58:00.004+08:00

Saturday:

I was expecting to see you.

One by one, clothed in white, came.

I was just awaiting to see a glimpse of your face.

Sadly, all the way through i didnt even see you.

I missed you.

Pretty much till i can just hug you from the back.

I still kept all the msgs and photos of you.

Still preserving, i just dont want to let it all go.

Do know that i still miss you, very much..

2010-01-12T14:07:00.003+08:00

LalalalalalalalalaLalalalalalalalalaLalalalalalalalalaLalalalalalalalalaLalalalalalalalalaLalalalalalalalala

Releasing my stress~~

Bye.

2010-01-12T13:50:00.003+08:00

I cant take this.

Why does it always have to be me?

Why of all people must it even be me?

Okay..i need to calm down.

I just dont get it. Youre making me confused.

Youre making me stressed out.

I really dont understand at all.

Would you kindly help me to explain what is this all about?

Haiss, its okay my dear.

Even though i dont get it.

Im not gonna give up on you.

No matter how long it may take for you to settle down.

I just dont want this to happen.

Spare a thought, i really dont understand.

I can just cry, thinking about it again.

Is it really me?

2010-01-05T18:18:00.004+08:00

There are alot of things that i wish to question.

Alot of things i wish to knoww.

Alot of things i wish you'd tell me.

But there are just some things that are not meant to be asked.

For which there are always consequences to your actions.

I kept mumm about it, although i am very eager to ask.

And there are some of your actions that prove and answer some of my questions.

But i want to hear it from you alone and no one else.

My heart hurts deep inside, you cant notice cos you cant see.

But maybe she was your past but i am your present.

But doesnt mean you should hide your actions and pretended i didnt see them.

Its too much of an obvious my dear.

There are alot of things i know that you think i dont.

However, like i said, every action has its consequences.

And i make myself the decision of just to keep quiet and not ask.

Even though it hurts real bad and even though i am no one to you.

Remember that i still exist and you cant deny the actual fact.

Here, no one should know, no one should ask, because its me who wants to release these unexplainable feelings to myself and only me.

Cos no one can understand, no one would want to hear my rants.

Especially you, cos you will not understand in my point of view.

Im happy, im glad, im on cloud nine when im with you.

But sometimes just the thought of it hurts but i smile with pain.

Nevertheless, it doesnt make me love you lesser or hate you more.

Because me, i just want to shower you with love, make you smile, whatever that i can do to make you happy so that you would never ever forget me and i can be at ease if you were to go.

At least i know i had done my part.

Lets take this slow, just stay by my side as long as you can and i will to.

Just stay for now yeaa. ((:

I miss youuu.

2009-11-12T20:26:00.002+08:00

Shit happens in life.

Things dont always go your way.

Though i struggle to make things the way i want it to be, it will always never be.

We changed for the better, but there is no point.

It will always be the same.

It has happened.

Fighting with all your might, for the things you want in life.

But is it all worth it?

In the end, we lose everything.

Now, we're back to square one.

Are we gonna repeat this again and again?

For the rest of your lives?

Some changed for the good, while some, vice versa.

There will always be a point of time in your life that you realise the nonsense you went through the years of your life, and then settle for the best.

Everyone fights for what they want.

There's always competitions.

But when we lose, we tend to think that its the end of everything.

That your life has no longer its soul.

That there is no purpose in life.

Words are just words.

Whats the point of a verb without its actions?

Afterwards, we look back in the past.

Realise our mistakes, changing for the better.

But only for the sake of yourself and never for others.

You change because you want to, not because others tell you so.

No point asking someone to change their habits unless their willing to.

As time passes by, things change, people change, the world changes.

You'll realise that you yourself has changed, in many ways.

Everyone says give it time, time will heal everything.

Its not a matter of time.

It doesnt even matter.

What's important is that you yourself let go of whats holding you back.

Then you'll be able to see it for yourself.

I'll end this with a quote,

"The hardest thing in life is, to let go."

2009-11-06T17:55:00.003+08:00

Words cant explain what i've felt.

What i've gone through.

What it's like to be like this.

Im just gonna quote this from shima's blog..

~~"k lets continue this topic i left hanging yesterday.relationships.

i suddenly gt this urges lh nk ask..

y do guys cnt treasure gals who r faithfull to them??

gals,who tells the truth n such..

y do some guys love to chase, n den when they got the gal right, they jus let them go.

kn mcm tuts kn prangai??y are guys so egoistic??

always puts the blame on us women,when its dem who is at wrong

im sori uh,im jus wondering y..

also,y do some gals bcum minah...bcum so flirtish,bcum a butch..if it is not bcuz of some guys in this world,that hurt us women..

y is this word LOVE so wicked??

y do guys love to promise us so much, they wont leave us..

its for their own gd to be with us..bla3..

bt still, they leave us.

saying,the love is no longer there..ggrrr rubbish man! rubbish! wtf!

u guys go thru alot to reach to that couple status.

being so daym happy when us women accept them, n den one day u guys jus gave up n let go??

u think,its a play2 thing eh? nk hepi2 ,luvy2. da boring let go??

those wounds n cuts they left us women with.

will stay like 4eva,dont u guys knw that??

juz look around,hw many butch..minah, those kikis duit type,liars.bitch.

u guys haf met??if its not bcuz of those...argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

even me nw,if reali .... its easy to manipulate those guys ard.......

bt im jus not those kind. i dnt lie,im a bad liar.

i spend the whole day reading those msges..

the first msg till e last...yeh,i still keep everything till nw....

hw happy we were....y e sudden move man.....................

i tot u r nt like those guys, i tot u r different...

i tot u r those kinds who face problems 2gether..nt run awae frm it??

n worst still!! being so selfish n not letting me say a word?!

its been a mth man.........n im still in fcking pain!! "~~

Thanks shima.. I like your post.

_Never say you promise, when you wont._

2009-09-16T17:18:00.002+08:00

Time has passed.

Im still trying my very best.

Why am i so insecure about my ownself?

I dont wish to go through the same path again.

But i cant choose what comes into my life.

Its my decision to make my life right.

To make my life the best it can be.

The way i want it to be.

Alot of things that i would wish to express.

Alot of things that i would say what's on my mind.

But some things are meant not to be told.

Or maybe they should if only one could read the mind.

I know and i believe one's love can last.

Just have to overcome those unnecessary things that cut in the way.

There's a million things i could tell you and i wish you'd do the same.

But there's only one thing i would like you to remember.

I would always be here with you no matter what or wherever you are even though i would say i wouldnt.

I would never let you go of your hand until you let go of mine.

There will always be a part of you in me...always..

2009-08-31T12:24:00.007+08:00

SOME RANDOM SHITZXZXZ!

FOR THOSE WHO HAS BEEN MISSED...

BY ME!!! <33

And i seriously miss the both of you! <3

2009-08-31T10:35:00.006+08:00

Whoa whoaa. Been a very long time since i blogged.

Heheheh. Sorry yeah. Busy with school lah.

Y'know...although i dont have exams or whatsoever, school's hectic cause we have tons of assignments and projects! I swear you'll go crazy.

Oh well..i hope it all paid off cos its hard work!

Now im having my holidays! Till the month of October!!

So awesomeeee. Muahahah. *smiles wide*

Sadly, my class wont be the same anymore. :(

My Common Foundation is over..

Now everyone's going back to their own course in the next semester.

Gonna miss the classmates...

We had a party to celebrate last week in school.

Was fun...i guess. Hahah.

Kay since now im having my holidays, i need work.

Why is it so hard to get a job huh?

Never mind..must not give up. AZA AZA FIGHTING!!

Heheh. Too much korean already. :P

And yet, my laptop hasnt been repaired for months now.

That is why i need a job. Come on...

Anyway for my last post..

I wanna thank those who has wished me for my birthday!

I know its like too long already..nearly a month now. Heheh.

But im still grateful for your wishes! :D

And those who created a sweet birthday video for me! <3

I love my baby! Heheh. (Randomxzxz)

I have to say...

Im really grateful to have known you.

There's a lot of connections around us huh.

What a small world... Heh.

Although at first i want us to remain friends, i'd never regret making the decision to be with you.

Im grateful and thankful of you to be there when i need you, everytime without fail.

Its been a year plus since i was last attached and its a worth waiting.

Heheh. Im really happy now. :D

Andddd i beat you to the game of pool three times in a row. Muahahah.

Boys are losers... Nyahah. :p (kidding)

Love you so much lah kay!! Heheh.

Okay okay. Back to reality...

Im too lazy to upload any photos here.

If there is a need of you to look at pictures, do go to my facebook instead yeah. :D

Its simple, just facebook.com/blackittie!

And psssst! I miss everyone whom i know!

Really i do... :( I miss the old days!

May we all meet again somewhere someday aye aye aye?!!

Okay bye! May we talk again when i next update. Muahaha. <33!

2009-08-03T13:30:00.002+08:00

Birthday is tomorrow!! Wohoo. Dont know why i cant wait although im schooling on that very day. -___- However...nyehehh..still cant wait. Hoho. Okay lahh. Getting older but still teens. First i have to say thanks to Luqman/Batman(if you have been reading my old old posts, you'll know who). Hahah, i just cant stop laughing at what he gave to me as advanced birthday present. Met up and went to West Coast. He played kite, a batman kite to be specific.

But end up untangling the strings instead. -.-

Waste time only. Haha. Then he surprised me with this big balloon out of nowhere. 0.0

Magic i think. Haha. Then he gave me a storybook titled Alfie Makes A New Friend.

To be specific, it was a children's storybook. Cute. Haha.

Then he wrote some stuffs and on the letter he drew batman and catwomen.

HAHA. I swear the catwomen doesnt look like one.

I'll take a picture of it soon. Hahah.

Tsk tsk. Luqman uh, although youre older than me, i can obviously sense youre wayyy younger inside. Haha. Cute lah cute lah.

Anyway.....happy one monthsary to Irfan and his gf!

Muaahahhah. You know i know some dont know who. :P

Yesterday went to Azzah's sister wedding.

Dont know why im telling also. Maybe for those yang kepo ye.

Hahah. Okay, blog's dead because my lappy crashed.

Now waiting till my sister get a desktop for home.

And guess what, no laptop, instead use the desktop. -.-

Then how am i to do work in school? #.#

Never mind, i'll upload photos soon.

Maybe in facebook instead yeah.

Okay bye! <333

2009-07-02T18:03:00.001+08:00

RANDOM! Teehee.

2009-06-28T23:16:00.006+08:00

Well, sadly, its the last day of my holidays.

However, it wasnt that bad.

Went to the library and saw Rico with his classmate.

He asked me to join them and then started his nonsenses.

Hahah, youre gay Rico. Lol.

Met up with Irfan after that and we ate Pastamania!

Heheh, i swear the last time i ate there was years ago.

Hoho my cravings were greatly met!

Anyways, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY to Mohamad 'Irfan Bin Mohamad Nazir!

Hahaha. xD

Well, i hope you did enjoy your day yesterday. :)

Sorry didnt make it a blast on your birthday but at least i tried. Heh.

Baked my ~~special~~ brownies for him, its very tasty okay! :D

But i didnt managed to get candles as i ran out of time. Boohoo.

And i gave him Godiva chocolates as a present including the birthday wish made out of wires on the box. Hard time bending the wires till i slept at 4am! Haha.

Sorry i didnt do much, i just dont know what to give! =/

And we watched Transformers 2: Revenge of The Fallen!

Hoho! It was awesome with the effects! 2 years has passed from the first Transformers.

And i still remember i watched it in a whole group and we took photo with the movie tickets.

Haha. Im hoping for the next Transformers if they have it, 2 years later maybe. ^^

I was sad when Optimus Prime died but he did revived again!

And yes, Megan Fox is hot. She has even beated Jessica Alba! Heh.

And then..tomorrow starts the torture and stress yet again.

Good luck to those having their MST! :)

Even though i dont have exams, the pressure is equal considering the tons of projects we will have. But i would say the break was worth all the stress we suffered.

Last week, helped out the rockclimbers at Rock Master at Marina Barrage.

Doing cip as well with my classmates, which is helping them at Rock Master.

Haha, weirdest and easiest cip ive had.

Then on Sunday, joined an art competition held at Marina Barrage too.

Sadly, i got consolation prize. Three of my classmates didnt win anything. :(

While the first winner was, i might say it looked like a primary school drawing with the big eyes.

But even the last was a water colour drawing which i would really compliment it than the winner.

Well, at least i got a throphy for my first art competition. =/

OH! And the Life's a Beach party at Sentosa was awesome.

Enjoyed our time dancing! Haha. Shima and me was trying to make Ielah move to the groove! Lol. Must dance and have fun next time hor! xD

HOHO, as for my Graphic Communication module, gonna start on photography!

No more typography, no more illustrator, period!

Now its photoshop time! Wohoo. :D

Lastly, i would like to send my prayers to our beloved late King of Pop, Michael Jackson/Mikaeel, born on 29 August 1958.

He would be missed and remembered dearly by all.

Just like a replica of Elvis Presly, King of Rock'n'Roll.

May you rest in peace..

2009-06-25T04:34:00.003+08:00

RANDOM! Teehee.

2009-06-16T03:35:00.002+08:00

Everyone was occupied with their own plans on Saturday.

And i was out of plans so i went out with Irfan instead.

Which at that time i totally forgot about RockMaster in SP.

Which i could have went. Oh well, it wasnt a wasted Saturday alright.

Walked around in town, paid a visit at the new shopping mall at Somerset; Orchard Central.

A view captured at the outdoor viewing area in the mall.

The place was like a maze and we had dead ends not once but twice or thrice.

Oh oh! And guess what, in that mall...they have this huge rock climbing area!!!

You should see it. Its totally awesome. Hoho!

Kay, maybe not so huge. Perangai rock climbers. Heh.

But totally cool! Do check it out and the mall too!

Following on, as usual, take a look at the performances at WaterFront.

Korean band, OhBrothers! They sure got the attention of the whole audiences.

As the audiences were connecting and dancing their hearts out to their songs.

They reminded me of the Beatles! With their suits and shades.

Even a young girl was clapping and jumping when they sang.

And not to mention, there was an old man dancing his heart out to the music.

They really captured the audiences' hearts till their albums are sold out!

I wanted to get their autographs like i did with a japan band the previous week.

Sadly, there was alot of people who wanted theirs too till there was a long queue so i gave up. :( But i got their stickers! Heh.

They have their own website, www.ohbrothers.com. But there's some foreign language. -.-

People from Japan/Korean, they sound cute when they talk in English. xD

Yesterday morning went to gym! Haha.

The only time i sweat was on the treadmill. Other than that, my muscles was tired....

Sadly, i think i gained back when i ate and ate the whole day. Heh.

Im looking forward to Saturday!

Hope you guys(Friends) can go to the Sentosa party!

However i'll be occupied with other events too on Friday till Sunday at the Marina Barrage.

People are getting weird these days.

I shall leave with a note; ~Karma can be very cruel!

2009-06-09T21:16:00.005+08:00

Well, lets start off with school.

Its been real hectic, no matter what. Even since the start of school.

I have to admit, design school has alot more things to do than others.

Hmm, alot of hands-on actually.

From crafting paper into robots to painting to drawing to kinetic model to postcards to typography to sewing to wire sculptures....and alot more to mention.

This term break is a must to relax! Worth all the work ive suffered.

The first few photos are from school. Except the banana wire which belong to my classmate.

I have to say, we really loathe our VAS(Visual Art Studio) lecturer, biased to most of us!

All were pissed on the last day of school. So am i.

Apart from that, i have to juggle time with my ccas.

I have three, yes i know, three... but ive decided to put aside my photography.

The other two is more active, rock climbing and skate club. Nyahaha.

Didnt know why i joined them at first but maybe for the fun of it.

So yeah, i have been enjoying them. :D

Then can grow muscles too! Yayyyy. Haha!

Okay, lets move on.

I havent been meeting up with the rest that much due to me being a busy woman.

I mean busy ladyyy. :D

Really miss hanging out and stuffs.

However, managed to bumped into Myy, Zuzu and her bf at Wlds Mac.

Missed Myy so much till i hugged her like crazy. Haha!

Make sure you study hard for your N's kay babe!

Moving on, when i last posted saying i'll be away.

I had my rock climbing camp.

For the first, it was an enjoyable camp ive ever attended so far.

We had night walk on the first day, only 3 ppl had to walk around the big school.

Well, the seniors had to scare us but we walked to a different route. -.-

Then we had 'bunjee jumping' at the red bridge located at the business blocks.

It was in the wee hours of the morning and we're doing bunjee jumping. Haha.

After that, we sneaked in to the swimming pool with the seniors till 5am before the security came in. How mischevious we are. xD

Second day of camp did climbing and all. We partied and danced at night!

Was super tiring but enjoyable with the loud music and the atmosphere.

We really bonded. We sneaked in to the swimming pool again but with more freshies along.

Overall, it was a really fun camp. Never enjoyed a camp till this one.

On the recent saturday, had an outing to Sentosa arranged by the rock climbers.

Sadly, there wasnt any freshies except 3 girls while the rest was seniors.

Stayed there for merely an hour and left to meet someone.

I tooked the circle line for the first time.

I have to say, its a long walk but wide and spacious and bright! Haha.

Except i shall not do the same when travelling frm Habourfront to Bishan then to Wlds.

Wasted my time only. Heh.

Then on Sunday, went to Melaka with my parents and cousins.

A cousin wedding to attend for a day. It was a hot and sunny day over there.

Came back on Monday morning, didnt had much shopping sadly.

Yesterday, watched movie with Irfan. Watched Terminator Salvation!

Was awesome, with the effect and everything. Im sure there's a next!

Remembered i watched the previous Terminator too at the movies.

We watched Night At The Museum 2 after that, online. :D

However, i cant wait for Transformers! Its coming soon!

And also, New Moon! Wheee~

Anyways, have been meeting Irfan most of the days.

Well, maybe because he stays so near to me, its easy to meet up. Teehee.

And i guess some know him too. Hah.

I have a thing for people with dimples, i get envious of them.

I myself wished i had one. Bleaaah.

Gotta get some sleep now. Need to attend a briefing tomorrow in school.

Goodnight! Love love! <3

2009-05-22T07:43:00.000+08:00

Away during the weekends. ~ Take care!

2009-05-13T21:13:00.010+08:00

Those are my overdued photos, starting from months ago.

Nothing much though.

But if you saw the BumbleBee Transformers, that was what i did for my Foundation Design Studio.

Its basically made out of drawing paper. And thats it!

So yeah. Second week of school and i already had to made that.

Imagine that! Torture. And i didnt get to sleep the whole day just by doing it.

The first week was the original Brick Boy which is just plain white wearing a hat that is a box.

So i rearranged it, and poof, BumbleBee was transformed!

I was satisfied when i finished it, well not really, cos the rest did much more well than me.

But oh well, i love it anyway.

Then the next picture was this thingy that wore a black dress.

Something that i wasnt satisfied doing it, at all. Hais.

The rest photos were my classmate's.

That was made on the third week of school.

Since now its the fourth week already, we were to designed the flu mask, due to the swine flu.

But we certainly dont have to wear it, we will suffocate due to the paint.

Initially i wanted to do a skull, but since it was common, i decided to do Jigsaw from the movie SAW instead.

And i initially wanted to do V for Vendetta mask too but decided not to since its plain and no one really recognise it by the mask.

And then for the upcoming week, we were asked to do a plush toy.

Luckily there aint any restrictions.

Lets hope mine turned out well. I always wanted to make my own. :D

Oh and all these are only for one module.

For your info, i have seven modules in total.

So you can see how my time schedule and BUSY-ness really takes up my time.

Rarely get sleep and all.

Even my parents complain i have so many things to do and even when they wake up for work, im still doing my stuffs. This is what i call workmanship! Bahaha.

Oh and there's this one photo of the vase etc on the table.

That was what i had to draw still life using charcoal.

It was during my Basic Drawing Class.

So yeah, there's still some other stuffs i would like to show too.

But i havent got a picture of the rest of my modules.

Soon, if i have the time.

So these was what ive been doing all this while till i even neglect my blog.

Teehee, dont blame me.

And just yesterday, saw Hidzir on the way back home. Hehe.

He with his new haircut and just got back from the gym.

Gaaaah, melted. Hahaha. Crazy, tsk.

He's changed, even he said so. Haiyaa.

Cant think about him anymore, but still. Okay stop.

And ive joined THREE ccas in school.

Shall not mention them yet. Secret!

And my sis got a rabbit too!! Heh.

Okay im done updating for the day.

Gonna go sketch for my plushie now!

Toodles! .Love.

2009-05-13T17:43:00.004+08:00

Gaaaah.

Lets face it.

I know everything but you tend to deny it.

Though you cover it up so that no one knows.

I know whats been going on all this while.

But now i just have to do the right thing.

You should just head back to where you started.

Though its been quite awhile.

I bet she deserved you more.

Though i do wonder whats your excuses.

Maybe i do, maybe i dont.

But after all, this should all end right?

Some things just dont go the way we want to.

Somehow i know i'll miss you.

But somehow i cant continue this.

Lets end this before it gets out of hand.

Nevertheless, i'm glad i got to know you.

We'll meet again when its the right time, i hope.

So i'll see you around when i see you.

You can go back now, i hope you'll do the right thing though.

Now, i'll have to struggle getting you out of my head.

But you dont have to bother.

The recent memories arent to get rid of.

I still have the heartagram you drew on my hips.

Thank you. Thank you for everything. (:

2009-05-04T00:13:00.002+08:00

I miss you.

Do you?

Im scared someone else misses you too.

Will update in awhile!

2009-04-30T08:31:00.005+08:00

The sky is pouring as i type.....

And drinking hot mochaaaa... mhmmm....

So much things happened in so little time.

School's been pretty hectic even though its only the 2nd week of school.

Which practically equals to the loads of assignments that i had to accomplish in order to, well, stay in this school. Which includes the projects too..

Even though there aint any exams fer my course, it still doesnt make a difference.

Last weekend, i merely had an hour of sleep doing this troublesome Brick Boy of mine.

I had to draw and cut and paste and paint.

Although it may seem or sound easy, it takes alot alot alot alot...(never ending) time.

And PATIENCE! Lack of sleep is what i have to bear fer 3 years straight. -.-

And yesterday, i had to do my final Brick Boy which i only had half and hour of sleep.

BECAUSE WHY? I thought that i start lesson at 8 which then i woke up at 6.

BUT BUT, when i was in the train.

Something got into my mind. Something's wrong.

Couldnt possibly my Oral Communication last fer 4 hours which is impossible.

Then it got me! I start lesson at 10! NOT 8! -__________-"

I know, im such a beloh plus idiot. THIS I BLAME DUE TO THE LACK OF SLEEP!

WHICH MADE MY MIND GO CRAZYYYY...

Okay stop!

So here i am, in school, alone, typing these shitzxzxz, and still it is raining...

I could have gotten a longer sleeep!!! Dang. :(

Okay there's something which i would like to mention about.

Its Carl's Junior advertisements in the mrt.

Im sure you guys know whats Carl's Junior is.

So yeah, here's the thing.

The advertisement/poster in the mrt is all on Carl's Junior.

Its about their new thick beef(?) burger.

And as i was looking around the cabin, first thing i saw was obviously the burger.

Then i looked around....

First poster: "Some like it long. But most love it thick."

(????????) I was like? It sounded wrong at the first impression, yes.

Next poster : "So thick it will tear something in you."

(????) Now what's this?! Something's wrong with their mind when theyre doing the advertisement, yes.

Another poster: " Open as wide as you can say: 'Ah...' "

(??????) Okay, definitely something is wrong.

Dont the people in the same train realise it the way i do?

Or maybe its because they dont look at things in a different point of view.

Maybe its just an advertisement, so who really bothers to read it up, maybe just a glance through.

Okay, i dont have issues with it. BUT it just sounds sooooo wrong!

Im guessing they were horny at that point of time. HAHAHAH.

Oh yeah, two of my friends have mentioned to me that there's someone in ITE Dover who looks exactly like me! Which obviously i havent seen her.

And is there such people who looks exactly the same as you?

I have to see with my own eyes to believe it.

But they really say she looked like me. (?)

Her name's Aisyah(?)/Aishah(?), whichever.

I would wish to see her face to face one day.

That would be like 0.0? Seeing my own face. HAHA.

But she's abit taller :( and abit more meaty(?) than me.

Meaty? WTH. HAHA. (Due to the Carl's Junior advertisement, haa)

Okay, im becoming more insane right now.

I NEED A LONGGGG SLEEEEEEP......

Good thing no school tomorow! Wheee.

Oh one last thing, there's this one person whose like a stalker reading all my previous posts from the start i guess?

IS IT YOU?! HAHA.

Im insaneeeeee, yes.

And the person took my photos too!

I know who you are. Lets see if you read this post someday!

MUAHAHAHAHA!

Bye! <333

2009-04-19T04:05:00.002+08:00

Went to the gig at Odiocrib yesterday which made me suffered like hell.

Watch him performed.

At least i managed to see him.

Met him two days ago fer the first time and we chilled at Dhoby.

Cant wait to meet him again on Wednesday. :D

School's gonna start on Monday lei!

Sucks big time.

Will be busy when school starts. :(

Anyways, after the gig, rushed off to ECP fer Izzat(Sultan's Of The Rising)'s pit.

Happy 19th birthday dude!

A pity i couldnt stay(as always), but i had fun as usual with them.

Played SNAP and TWISTER, my favourite game. Haha.

Went home after a tiring day.

Aint there any cute/hot guys in school?! HAHAH.

Okay goodnight!

2009-04-16T20:44:00.003+08:00

A nice soothing song to listen to. This song will be popular one day, i think. Come On by Green River Ordinance. I dont know if it is popular now, well not in spore yet maybe. Just like how i first listened to Check Yes Juliet by We The Kings when it wasnt that popular. Anyways, do ignore the intro part, its not part of the song... School is okau so far i guess. The people in my group arent that fun but what im just looking forward to is my common foundation in semester one. From graphic designs to photography to drawings in charcoal and even nude drawings. Muahaha. This is the reason why i chose my course as the first choice cos it is what i really love to do, drawing&sketching. Whoo. Not bcos of the nude drawings okay, i know what youre thinking! Haha. Next week will start, i cant wait. Why oh why must my group be my classmates. -____- I always get the -.- ones. Bleaah. And i still need a job. Im broke already, buying all my materials fer school with MY own money, not even a cent from my parents. :( And let me tell you, materials for design courses arent cheap. :( :(

2009-04-11T02:55:00.003+08:00

To whom it may concern,

Alot of things to do, im stressed.

Laptop still hasnt configurate. -.-

Its still in shitzxz. Hais....

On a brighter note, cant wait to catch Sultans Of The Rising at Odiocrib later today.

Especially on their first live, new original song which is superb.

Headbanging in the middle part, uhuhh. Haha.

Err, then i have to rush to catch Aziz's gig at Cineleisure.

Gosh. I wonder what i'll do at that time.

Hide in one corner and watch them play, yes. -.-

Err okay, i cant wait then.

Monday start orientation!

Gonna see familiar faces. Gonna see Ray! Ex-classmates too!(Okay no need)

Err, too bad and im lucky(i think), not to be in the same class as my ex-classmate who's in the same course as me. Haha! Phew~

Stupid laptop, ergh, get it done and over puhleaseeee. Ergh. *strangles..the laptop*

And the first song(not good enough for truth or cliche; EscapeTheFate), i cant seem to get a clue to where i heard someone played the song, somewhere somehow. Yes, i have amnesia. Whatever.

With love;

2009-04-10T13:01:00.005+08:00

School's gonna start soon enough.

Everything's gonna be different.

Managed to see David Archuleta a few days ago.

The crowd were so supporting as they covered most of the shopping mall, Iluma.

Went to LiveNLoaded's last episode, managed to see quite alot of familiar faces.

At last, its over.

I still think that Broken For This Cycle doesnt deserve that only-one-in-the-world acoustic guitar.

Hmms, it seems like we took our separate ways now.

But this song just reminds me each and everytime.

Sorry i do not have the song as i couldnt get it in my playlist.

Escape The Fate had always have the awesome songs from album to album.

Oh well, anyways, i owe alot of pictures but still, i couldnt get a grip of the memory card reader anywhere. Its always playing hide and seek with me. -.-

Harder Than You Know - Escape The Fate

You said this could only get better

There's no rush cause we have each other

You said this would last forever

But now I doubt if I was your only lover

Are we just lost in time?

I wonder if your love's the same

Cause I'm not over you

Baby, don't talk to me

I'm trying to let go

Not loving you is harder than you know

Cause girl you're driving me so crazy

How can I miss you if you never would stay?

If you need time I guess I'll go away (I'll go away)

Inside me now there's only heartache and pain

So where's the fire? You've become the rain

Are we just lost in time?

I wonder if your love's the same

Cause I'm not over you

Baby, don't talk to me

I'm trying to let go

Not loving you is harder than you know

Girl you're driving me so crazy

And if you don't want me than

I guess I'll have to go (I guess I'll have to go)

Not loving you is harder than you know

(Yeah)

So I'll make the call

And I'll leave today

I'm gonna miss you cause I love you baby

And I'll make the call

I'm leaving today

And leaving always drives me crazy

Leaving always drives me crazy

Baby, don't talk to me

I'm trying to let go

Not loving you is harder than you know (Yeah)

Baby, don't talk to me

I'm trying to let go

Not loving you is harder than you know

Cause girl you're driving me so crazy

And if you don't want me than

I guess I'll have to go

Not loving you is harder than you know

Girl You're driving me so crazy

Baby, don't talk to me

I'm trying to let go

Not loving you is harder than you know

Cause girl you're driving me so crazy

2009-04-06T21:50:00.003+08:00

I hoped fer a brand new day, and yes i got it. Thank you.

Sunday was a better day as i accompanied Sultans Of The Rising to jam at Old Wlds Interchange.

Chilled at hardcourt after that, and a few of us sang our hearts out.

Im glad i did. Thanks guys. (:

Monday was a dull day as i sleep half the day away.

And woke up watching tevee till the late hours.

Im a lazy cat, i admit.

Im left with these last days of the week to enjoy myself before i'll get busy with my school from next week onwards.

And thats just what i'll do.

I am who i am, and i trust people to accept me.

I dont expect to change myself fer the sake of someone unless i really have to.

But when some do that, they wont be appreciated.

I know how honest i am during that period but its a pity that you dont see it my way.

Ive given my best.

And this is what i get whenever my feelings are true.

I hang out with different types of people each time.

But now, im heading back to those whom been there fer me all these while.

I'll see you when i see you then.

2009-04-05T01:51:00.012+08:00

Im angry.....with myself.

Blaming myself fer all that happened.

Its my fault, i shouldnt even said it in the first place.

Now something that i want, shattered in an instance.

I knew that this day would come, but not that soon.

So i'll just have to walk away though i dont want to.

And i managed to released myself after eons of holding tears.

So its the end now, even after two days ago i was happy and grateful, but in just a milisecond, End of Story.

No such thing as happy endings.

Now, im back to square one. "Yay!" :'(

But my feelings were sincerely true, its a pity fer me, but it will never stop.

Not loving you is harder than you know.

2009-03-30T02:37:00.006+08:00

Ever been in a situation whereby you liked someone but the other party does'nt know but you kept it inside all this while, scared that the other party does'nt like you back?

I'm sure you've been through that right.

Ever been in a situation whereby you liked someone but then you could'nt get them?

I'm sure you've been through that too.

Ever felt the jealousy taking over your mind when the person you liked is happily talking to the opposite sex, even though you're with them at that very moment?

That i'm not too sure about you.

Ever been in a situation when the person you liked talks daily to you but thinks that you're just another friend of theirs?

Ermm, this? Nah-uh? ? ?

Ever thought that all this while your mind is playing games with you, thinking and daydreaming of the impossible things that might happen in your life when it's just YOU who's thinking too much?

Have you been in that situations?

Well i have.

Which basically includes the imagination plus the daydreaming plus the insanity plus the craziness plus the love minus the pain minus the heartache minus the suspense minus the sadness minus not receiving love which equals to NOTHING but just your mind PLAYING GAMES with you.

Save me, please, love bug.

2009-03-25T02:36:00.002+08:00

A must watch love video which i swear could make a tear or two in your eyes. Being in love is a blessing. <33

2009-03-24T00:30:00.003+08:00

Updates : Im interested in someone and no one else! ^^ Haha, no kidding.

And i cant wait fer school to start next month with Ray and some others as my schoolmates! Whoo!

I need that 5-day job laaa! Call lei. *cross fingers*

And im back to drawing again! :D

2009-03-16T02:53:00.008+08:00

Crowds at the Red Jumpsuit Apparatus concert and they blasted it with energy as the crowd sang to the favourites of the songs 'Face Down' and 'Your Guardian Angel'. Unforgettable experience.(: Ronnie Winter looks cute in the second picture. ^^

Introducing Izzat(Bass/Vocals), Aslam(Drums)

Rico(Guitar/2nd vocal) & Okay-i-do-not-know-his-name(Guitar).

They are 'Sultans of The Rising'.

Watched them performed at Odiocrib on Friday the 13th though they were the last and the only crowds left were us. At least, we had the room to ourselves. It was a first to meet most of them and they were really friendly and a pity i had to go off early cos they were really a great bunch to hang out with. Managed to bump into Qissy and we exchanged tight hugs, sorry didnt watch you perform, i didnt knw. Heh.(:

Sister having chalet later on, gonna have fun. Will update more. :D

Falling in love always has its consequences.

2009-03-10T01:43:00.005+08:00

If a friend that you have a crushed on, just broke off and is feeling down, you would cheer him up.

If he tells you that he likes this girl, would you feel sad/angry or just mum about it and just say positive stuffs about her.

Or maybe you'd just let it go and move on being friends.

Enjoy the opportunity and just had a good dinner with him as a friend.

Next, another friend that you liked suprised you with something that you have least expected.

A friend that you trust as much as he trust you.

But kept it from you with an unexplainable reason.

Had a band but didnt tell me.

Had a gig but didnt invite me.

Had invited others except me.

A close friend keeping it from me.

Obvious feelings arised but moved on.

Forgive is easy but ferget, think twice.

Anyhoo, i cant wait fer a stress-free concert later today!

And My Bloody Valentine 3D, i'd rate it 3.5/5.

And you... still will never change, and just hurt people's feelings after another. Congrats.

2009-03-05T22:59:00.004+08:00

Pasar malam shopping! Kay not. -.-

Photos up fer the weekdays.

Snapped some photos at Livenloaded with Utt&Bryan Gamboa!

Went shopping with Ielah&A'zzah. They shopped alot, except me.

Save save. But i need a shoe then im done! You'll see me all in blueee. :D

And, i wanna thanks Hidzir fer donating his shirt to me! ^^

Thousands of thank you's! Whee~

2009-03-02T14:38:00.005+08:00

It has been a hectic week.

Since last week, ive been heading dwn to my uncle house fer doa tahlil.

7th day ended on Thursday. Next will be on the 40th.

A friend's grandmum had passed away a few days after my uncle's.

And he said, more and more people are leaving this world, we should be prepared.

I dont wish to see the end of the world.

For i still wish to see my future till i grow old with wrinkles and white hair....

On last Tuesday, went to LivenLoaded with Shima.

We managed to stand directly in front of the stage by the performances by Trella, Juxtapose, and the awesome Wicked Aura Batucada.

We danced to the sound of the beat. And the bassist from Trella is adorable. Teehee.

Friday met up with Luqman and we headed off to Snow City.

Its been decades since i went there. He surprised me with snacks wrapped with a white ribbon.

It was a first and i went silent fer a moment.

Such sweet guys are rare. xD

On Saturday, met up with Ielah, A'zzah and Haz with the intentions to shop.

But ended we did not due to the bad weather.

Instead, we catched up with Rahamoy fer her break at Taka.

Soon, i left to meet up with Shima to catch Fairul's gig at Arthouse.

Okay, we kinda sneaked in. Heh. But it wasnt worth it to spend 12 bucks fer a mere half an hour just to watch them.

Sunday, still bad weather as always except today.

Hmms, i wonder why the sky is grey whenever we wanna head out and never when youre at home. It gets me thinking.

Rushed over to Rayy's performance under the rain at Gossip Bar at Parklane Mall.

MJ joined soon after and their performance was great as usual.

We stayed to watch other performances and ?FalsePause? was great.

Their genre is similar to LinkinPark.

Then we headed off to Esplanade Waterfront to watch TKS(Thambi-K-Seaow).

Hilarious yet awesome with their 'SingaporeRock' genre. Nyahah.

You gotta watch them, seriously!

*Yineh Da Pakereh!* Sebab saya shortgunnnn rockkk! Haha.

Upcoming-Cant-Wait-Event: Red Jumpsuit Apparatus Concert & AVA on 10th March! Whoo!

2009-02-24T02:39:00.008+08:00

Meet Luqman! (:

And so the story goes on.......

Episode #7:

Batman: You are leaving me? After all that we've been through is this how you want it to end.

Catwoman: I...

Batman: I know he's much more charming and muscular than me but...

Superman: *Showing his muscular arms*

Batman: Show off! As i was saying, you knew Superman for a few days only and now you are in love with him. But what about us? We knew each other since kindergarden.

Catwoman: You've been busy lately. Remember when we lie down on the rooftop just to gaze at the stars together? I miss those days with you. I miss you alot but i feel like you are pushing me away.

Batman: Babe, im sorry. I...

He was about to say something then he spotted a snatch theft.

Batman: Sorry. Gtg. Vroom! *Off with his batmobile*

Suddenly, Cicakman came...

Cicakman: Hiaak-dissk! *Punch Superman*

Superman: Hai-yaak! *Kick*

Cicakman: You are fooling around with my sister's heart!

Superman: I did not! I really love her!

Cicakman: I saw your Friendster profile! There's lots of pictures where you kissed different girls!

Catwoman: Superman, is it true?...

Episode #8:

The sound of thunder thumping. And rain came down heavily. *Splish splash*

Superman: *Grabs Catwomen's hands* Noo! Dont believe him!

Catwomen: *Pushes his hands away* You have a Friendster account?! And all this while i didnt know it? So is it true Superman what my brother just said?

Superman: Noo! Im sure he got the wrong person.

Cicakman: No i did not. I clearly saw your face in Friendster. Kissing other girls!

Superman: I did not!

Catwomen: Dont lie to me, Superman. You already lied to me about your Friendster account. And now this. Youre just playing with my heart!

*Quit playing games with my heart...my heart...my heart...Lalalala~ by Backstreet Boys*

Catwomen: And i know my brother wont lie about such things. How could you do this to me?

Superman: I...

Catwomen: Thats it. All you guys are the same! Now just get the heck out of my life. I dont wish to see you again. And dont even think of contacting me or come searching fer me. You already proved me wrong about you. I thought youre the real superhero. Youre just the same. Why are all guys like this?! *Tears run down her cheeks*

Superman: Darling, im sorry. *Sad face*

Catwomen. Go away! And all you can say is sorry?! *Looks at Cicakman* I leave you to him. *Runs awayyyy and disappeared in the rain*

Cicakman: Now, you belong to me. Im gonna make sure you get what you deserved fer breaking her precious heart.

Superman: *Fall onto his knees* I didnt meant this to happen. Why?! Why must you tell her that? I was really starting to love her.

Cicakman: Aaahh. Liar! Liar liar pants on fire. *Shakes his butt*

Superman: Stop saying my line laarh. Urgh! This is all your fault!

Cicakman: Whatever okay. Its yours, not mine.

Superman: *Push Cicakman away and runs into the rain and disappeared just like Catwomen*

Cicakman: *Tsk tsk tsk.* Now im all alone. Pfft!

Catwomen: .............. *Led out a big sigh, still crying*

Sitting down on the edge on top of a building, crying her eyes out.

Suddenly...

Catwomen: *Turned around and was shocked at what she saw*

To be continued.....(:

2009-02-20T03:35:00.006+08:00

A story between the two love~~birds~~superheroes, Batman and Catwomen.

Created by Kittie&Luqman. ^^

Episode #1:

Batman: *Knock knock*

Catwoman: Who's there?

Batman: It's Bat.

Catwoman: Bat who? Err.. Arr.. Baseball bat eh?

Batman: Alamak.. Noo.. Batman la!

Episode #2:

Catwomen: Batman!! Where have you been? Ive been waiting fer you.

Batman: Err, im sorry. I was busy.(Flirting with other catwomens) *Gives the innocent face*

Catwoman: Yeah yeah. I dont want talk to you anymore. *Runs away with Superman*

Episode #3:

One fine day, Batman decided to ask Catwoman out for dinner.

Batman: Ehem ehem. *clears throat first* Assalamualaikum.

Cicakman(Catwoman's brother): Waalaikumsalam. Im sorry, she's not in right now.

Batman: Where is she? She went to the gym is it?

Cicakman: No, she went out with Superman awhile ago to catch a movie.

Batman: What?! Superman?

When Batman heard the news, he got angry and gone crazy.

Omg omg... He's turning into someting HUGE and GREEN.

It's a bush...No...It's a tree...No...

It's THE HULK. I mean BAT HULK...Raaawwr!

Episode #4:

Batman: Im soo gonna spy on them! You watch out, Superman. She's mine! Muahaha. *Goes to the movie theatre and sat behind Catwomen and Superman*

Superman: Aww, its a sweet movie, isnt it? *Smile widely*

Catwomen: *Munching on the popcorns* Uhuh.(:

Superman: *Put his hands around Catwomen*

Catwomen: *Ohmygod! He's so sweet, unlike Batman* *Put her head on Superman's shoulders* *Heart melts*

Batman: *Gives an angry face and turned into the green BAT HULK!* GRR! Arrggh! *Grabbed Superman from the back and punch him and create a nuisance in the theatre*

Catwomen: *Shocked* Batman! What are you doing here?! Stop it!

Superman: *Bleeding through the nose*

Batman: He was trying to steal you from me! *Pointing to Superman(who is still bleeding)*

Catwomen: What are you talking about?! Its my problem if i wanna go out with him. You have always neglected me, always so busy.

Batman: But......

Episode #5:

Batman: ....But i didnt mean to neglect you. I was busy trying to save the earth from the evil Mojo Jojo.

Catwoman: Mojo Jojo was defeated long time ago. Bat, you lied to me. How could you?

Superman: Haha! Liar liar pants on fire! :P

Batman: Gosh, im not lying. He's back at Townsville. I've been werking with the Powerpuff Girls to hunt him down.

Catwoman: I dont believe you.

Superman: Me too! *hi-5 Catwoman*

Batman: Ey, tkmu sibuk la Superman. Nah, use this packet of tissue and clean yourself up since you are bleeding.

Superman: Thanks. How much is it? 20 cents?

Batman: Basket! Im not selling you that tissue. Im offering you. Bongok!

Catwoman: Boys, stop fighting! Bat, i wanna know whats up with you and the Powerpuff Girls. Have you been dating them behind my back?.....

Episode #6:

Batman: Err, no i wasnt. Seriously, i was saving the earth. Saving you.

Catwomen: Saving me from what?

Batman: Saving you from HIM! *Pointing to Superman*

Superman: Oi, dont point point lah. I cut your finger then you know. *Stick tongue out*

Batman: *Stick tongue out too*

Catwomen: -_______-" Guys, stop being childish please.

Batman: I am not. He started it first!

Superman: No, i didnt. You did!

Catwomen: Guys, please!

Batman: Okay okay. Im sorry dear.

Superman: Dont call her dear lah! She's mine.

Catwomen: Ehem ehem!

Batwomen&Superman: Sorry dear.

They were still in the theatre and making so much noise even though there were only three of them arguing.

Other people was still watching the movie and they were pissed over the noise they were making.

Until some even threw popcorn onto the three of them.

They got out of the cinema and yet, the arguement still has not ended.

Yes, with popcorns sticking onto their hair and body.

[To be continued...]

Stay tuned fer the next episode!

And please, do tag about this story! Thanks!(:

2009-02-17T02:36:00.002+08:00

A bunch of liars,betrayals and treachery. Full of dishonest. Its an act. Thanks.

2009-02-16T13:57:00.019+08:00

Feeling lethargic of everything around me.

Nevertheless, a few doesnt fail to make me smile.

Though i know they dont really notice it.

Needless to say, im contented enough.

Feeling of adore and cherish mixing around,

It would be great if you have someone to dote on.

But, im still not yet ready fer all these stuffs and well, lets just have a good time.

Oh, and i managed to talk to an old old old friend of mine!

He hasnt changed a single bit, beloh as per normal.

I seriously was nervous when i first said hello to him.

Thinking he still hates me like last time.

But thank god, everything went cool.

Miss you, beloh Aziz. ^^

Still, im grateful fer the few guys who made me smile, thank you.(:

Shino, Jamal, Luqman, Yan(Andi).

[Edited]

A sweet yet indescribable definition of love.

Thanks fer sharing Shino, and now i'll share it with you guys.

2009-02-13T17:59:00.004+08:00

Yesterday night, went to bid farewell to my dearest brother.

He's heading off to Brunei fer a few weeks fer his NS.

I wished him a safe trip and hopes he gets back well.(:

Before that, i went off to the library to borrow some books.

A surprise, i saw this guy(whom only Ielah knows who) over there. ^^

Its rare to see guys read books nowadays like me.

Hahah, i shall not elaborate more. Ehemm.

Anyways, Happy Valentine's to all! (Fcuk valentines actually, heh) *innocent smile*

2009-02-12T03:33:00.005+08:00

Birthday cake of Eeyore and i helped with the drawing, side is a drink i made myself. If only i had caramel or choc syrup, yum yum.

A recent last minute trip to The Bottle Tree Park with the three of them.

I needed a fresh air, from being cooped up at home all the time.

Im missing everyone, every single person i know. So take note. <3

2009-02-09T05:45:00.001+08:00

Sometimes, old habits are hard to die.

Precious memories are shattered in an instance.

It burns you inside out.

Leaving you gazing into the sky, amazed at how clouds that are made up of water vapour can simply float high up in the air.

Wishing we could do the same.

Floating and simply be happy and free.

No gravity to pull us down.

Sadly, those are just imaginations.

That let your mind run wild.

That sometimes, made you look at the negatives instead of the opposite.

Be optimistic and not pessimistic about life.

How i wish i could think of it that way.

We wish for a thousand of things, maybe countless wishes.

Wishes that does not even happen.

Promises that are meant to be broken.

Where has all the good things go to.

As they say, good things have to come to an end.

Expecting the unexpected to come at the end of the week.

Most probably be gazing up blankly at the sky.

Or maybe patch up with the singlehoods of mine.

Jealousy occurs when you see lovebirds around.

Like i just mentioned, but good things have to come to an end.

Its just a matter of time.

Talking about it, its nearly time to head off to bed.

On a note, old habits of yours will never die.

Till you grow old and gray, habits like yours, tsk tsk, it will never end.

Patient i will be till one day i find my...erm, find how good i am at playing the guitar. Hee.

And i love my cat more than anyone else i ever had and please dont ever take him away from me as no one understands the relationship and the bond and how he can talk ~meowishly, of which just reminds me of Garfield himself which certainly is not related to anything im talking about right now. (breathe in deeply then out, fuhh. its hard talking without fullstops) -.-

Morning madness is taking over. Its getting out of hand.

Yet its coming to 6am and my cat is trying to be cute sleeping in a weird position of which i barely can explain.

Happy happy to all those in love.

I dont wish to glance through all those.

Fer you should know the reason why.

Surprise me with what you have.

Goodbye love;

2009-02-07T03:51:00.004+08:00

As days passed by, my day seems a little quiet as i watched the clouds pass by above me.

Waiting fer a minute to pass by seems too long that it seems to be taking forever.

Cooped up in my room, dreaming away in my own world each day.

And as the day give way to the night, i'll be staring blankly at the screen of my tevee.

Till hours pass by, and the wee hours of the morning has reached.

Till i doze off as i await fer a new day.

Sadly, it repeats itself until it became a routine.

Will i ever get a life this way.

On a lighter note, i baked brownies, on my own.

Fer a special occasion of course.

Erm, it taste good as i was craving fer more after each bite.

Trust me, it does taste good. Hee.(:

I changed my blogskin, as you can see.

Sadly, its not Emily. But this blogskin aint that bad either.

Cute pictures of Spongebob and Patrick but thats not the main reason.

I wanted something simple yet nice, and i like the backgrd.

Its not important of me saying all these. Oh well. At least im happy with it.

I hope there's something in the future thats worth my waiting.

Fer i have spent my days cooped up at home.

I need a surprise. Including kittens as part of the surprise.

That would certainly please me. :p

Its 4.45 in the morning and ive yet to rest my eyes.

*Yawns*

And more *yawns*. Please close your mouth fer gawd sake. -.-

The day better be good when i wake up later on.

And do not hesitate to crave fer the brownies! ♥

2009-02-02T23:41:00.011+08:00

A recent trip to the National Museum Of Singapore.

Though i thought there was strictly no admissions, me and a friend of mine went to explore around, capturing the surroundings.

We arrived in the late afternoon and exited when it was closing.

Pardon me if there's too many of my pictures below.

You can just skipped those parts. And it was self-timer. -.-

Im not gonna talk much, just enjoy watching and imagine the museum.

Do visit the place someday to reminisce those times in the past of Spore.

But an advice, do no go alone cos its kinda creepy especially when youre in the rooms of the photography and the filming especially.

You'll know how creepy it is when you go there, at night.

Take care, and leave a note.

Photography Section;

Food Section;

Filming Section;

Lastly, a snap of the museum which left me to wonder if it resembles The White House. Goodnight.

2009-01-19T11:22:00.007+08:00

I know, things arent going the same way it was last time.

As days passed by, people changed and everything's different.

One day you know them, the next you dont.

Bid goodbye as i walk away, never to turn back.

Sadly, its true. Whats true? Im not too sure myself.

Dont try to bring me down cos you dont own my life.

I look around and im surprise to what has become.

To the world, to the surroundings, to the people i love.

Still, im always comfortable with them.

It has been a new year, a new life, a new of everything.

But giving up on the past is just part of it.

You possibly cant give up on all the memories, fun and laughter you had.

Nevertheless, we still have to move on.

I feel so akward with everything.

Soon, life's not gonna be the same anymore.

New school, ~~new~~ friends, new life.

Although now im having doubts about my choice of school as i mati2 didnt wanna go there but oh well, my course is as much important than the rest.

Getting my second choice isnt that bad either, including the rest.

And as fer my results, im just blessed with everything i got.

So its partially good, though i could have done better.(thats what everybody said once they took their olvls and see the results)

So fer those taking their O's, DO study hard.

Though some of them werent happy with what they got, be strong and move on.

There's always an alternative way, just dont give up.

Especially my friends whom i feel their sadness when i heard about theirs.

Just dont give up aye.

And i hope to catch up on things with my close friends.

Where we all can hang out together like we all used to in the past year.

Sadly, everyone's busy with their own life but no worries, we will make time.

This will be all that i could write about as i have limited time.

As my internet at home isnt working at the moment since the past week, so dont be surprise if you dont see me online anymore.

Being away from they cyber world aint that bad, just a little boring at times when youre at home.

As im occupied with work nowadays, i rarely have time to do everything else.

I have a lot of things on my list that i wanna get, though i need to think twice about it.

Money is as important as my studies.

Okay, that is not an issue.

But ive learned, since im getting older now, i shall not depend on my parents anymore which i did since ive started work last year.

Independent, Yay!-.-

Ive better put an end to this, i need to head off to work soon enough.

Oh, and about the guy that i have a crush on at work, he knows my name, blackittie, from which source he got it from, i still dont have a clue.

He still wont tell me. Although his hair is a little blonde, i look up to see him at work though at times he tends to go missing.

I just like looking at his face thats all. Heh, i better stop this. -.-

So to all, fer you shall know who, i miss you all and i hope to catch up and update about stuffs with you guys soon!

I shall bid goodbye now. (L)

2009-01-08T00:41:00.007+08:00

Tired as i lay my head on the comfy bed.

The day yesterday wasnt that bad though Ielah had her day off and i was alone.

Bcos...my crush at work smiled at me, a couple of times.

Excited i was, blushing.

And i got to knw his name. ^^

I think im reacting too much but he's just omg.

I might be going crazy. :p

Sadly, its my off day today.

So i wont be able to see him. -.-

On a lighter note, im gonna watch Ong Bak 2!

Ive been wanting to watch it.

I'll comment on how good the movie will be.

Oh, and the 3D Journey To The Center Of The Earth sounds exciting.

Other note, i need to get the stuffs on my list.

However, i dont wish to spend just like that. =/

And as you all know, Olvl results is coming out this monday, 12 January.

Nervous, scared, excited, sad, every feeling is in me. =/

Im just nervous to face the teacher and hold the sheet of paper that will determine my future. The future of what im going to be.

*Praying as hard as i can*

Now, i shall lay onto the bed and dream. Toodles!

Hope its not just an exchange of smiles.

2009-01-04T09:31:00.006+08:00

Those were the photos. This is the 2nd post.

Previous post was just yesterday.

And i want to reminisce the times i had in 2008.

Well, it wasnt really a good welcoming fer the year 2008 as i was being too immature at that moment.

Although it was the first and a great way to celebrate with your loved ones, it didnt turned out well. That on as days passed by, 2008 was a rollercoaster ride.

Ive lost the one i used to love, had to study fer my olvl and being able to bear the consequences.

Being independent was what im used to.

To rely on some people to be there fer you always, they never will.

But still, i managed to have the happy side of 2008.

The great friends i have now, fun and laughter we shared.

I wanna say thanks fer those that come and go.

Although we dont talk or see one another anymore, the memories will not be erase, be it a girl or a boy. These i wanna name a few, just to say thanks.

Ruz, you know i know, how we both got to know one another through that guy.

We cried while that ass was just pretending and having fun out of his fake death.

Lets ferget about that. Anyway, you still remember the day i helped you out doing the donation?

It was fun! Haha. I was like dumb-looking with the tin can asking fer donation.

We were at town, of all places we could go.

But the little girl managed to get more than us.

That was the last that i saw you, was it? I cant remember.

And we had to go through Olvls too.

We shall hang out soon okay, when i have my off-day frm this stupid job of mine.

A'isyah Strawberry, although we talked and shared problems through msn or friendster but we've never even met one another, i had fun talking to you and youre a good listener.

We have the same interest in music and yeah, i look forward to our meeting.

Tedd, Ray and friends, thanks fer the memories.

Tedd still owes me my hagen daz ice cream fer two years already. 0.0

It started on your birthday and we started to hang out with one another frequently.

Its fun hanging out with you guys including HidayahGoh as well.

Look forward to more of the hang outs. ^^

Lastly, my usual ones/HF.

I love you guys to the core! Haha.

I still remember it all started when i used to have dates with Myy.

Only the both of us would go out and stuffs.

I still remember you lost your ezlink! Heh.

Frm that onwards, met Shee cos she giler2 wanted to meet me at that time! Lol.

We all started hanging out.

Then met Ielah, Azzah, Shima and few others.

It was all girls at that time. Heh.

Then Ham and Qal joined too.

I remember Myy brought them along.

But then she left both of them there, and i started to talk to them.

I missed the times i had with the both of them and us three only.

It was fun. Heh.

And yes, as days passed by, the number increased, bigger family.

Soon, Norra, Haz, Feeno, Rahamoy, Hanna started to join in.

Fiqqo, Zuzu, Aie, Parker, Fir, AF, Fateen too.

Not forgetting Golly, Wan Tissue, Leez, Nisya, Ibrahim, Musaa and Safwann.

Gosh, one big family! :D

The outings we had, fun, laughter, sadness we shared in all aspects of life.

Celebrated each one's birthdays, during Baybeats, gigs. Almost everything.

And we never fail to get bored with one another, never fail to exchange hugs whenever we meet.

We've grown much together and i hope 2009 will be welcoming to more fun outings we previously had.

And as months to come, i hope our friendship will bond even more stronger.

And no one shall separate us together bcos i love you guys, do take note.

Miss you all, we shall meet soon!<3

2009-01-03T01:25:00.010+08:00

Whoaa. Been awhile.

Been busy lately and yeah its 2009 already! Whoo.

Hoping that it will be more of a better new year.

Although the first day of the year didnt go that well due to some inconsiderate sporeans.

New year's eve was spent with new friends, sorry didnt hang out with the usuals.

Cos i thought everyone had their own plans.

You'll see them in the pictures below.

First we went to orchard, then walked all the way to city hall.

Sat at marina square but decided to go to marina barrage instead to get a better view.

Reached marina bay, too many ppl took the shuttle bus, so we had to walked all the way. And

yes, the distance isnt that near. Its waaaaay far.

Tired we were, but we managed to reach.

Came new year, we had a nice view of the fireworks.

It was all worth it, i guess.

We walked back all the way back to the marina bay mrt.

Damn, our legs were killing us.

One went back home, while the rest tonned.

Yes, i tonned as well. Just like last year.

We walked all the way to dhouby as they thought of playing CS.

But too bad it was full. Managed to bump into the guys, wan, ham, qal and all.

Hugged and wished them new year. A pity couldnt stay with them.

We then walked to fort canning to chill.

Gaaah, i swear my legs were going jelly-like at that moment, climbing up the stairs.

We shared jokes, had much laughter till it ended when i saw this lady who dressed gothic-ly acting weird at the fort canning park.

I was watching her from a distance, although she was with her friend.

That was when i heard a deep voice coming out frm her.

The kind of voice you would hear when someone gets possessed(whatever you spell it).

Three of us were sitting at the top. While the rest was sitting below.

So i told one of them about it. And yeah, it was scary.

I ran down, and the rest asked me why.

Everyone looked but i didnt dare to see it again, just in case.

Who knows she might just approach you and it might go into you instead.

Soon after, we made a move.

Walked all the way to the mrt and waited fer the first train.

Oh, and i havent mention. I was working on new year's day itself in the morning.

Got home at 8, quickly changed and headed fer work.

Good news, i didnt had sleep fer the whole day and i slept late at 4am the day before new year's eve. And my legs were aching from all the walking.

You wouldnt understand the situation im in.

Sleepy i was, tired i am. Still, had the courage to go to work.

And my work has to stand fer 8 hours straight without sitting down.

So you can imagine the torture i was in.

At least i didnt end that late.

On the way home, my legs were killing me and each time i walk, my foot hurts.

Couldnt get any seat though when i boarded the train.

Then, there was two empty seats so i wanted to sit to rest myself.

Fuck, got this one women and her friend who stood beside me.

I was standing in front of the empty seat, while the women stood at the other.

She purposely blocked me and let her friend sit first while she quickly took the other seat.

Wtf, i was fucking piss off with her. And she just sit there, talking to her friend pretending like nothing happen. Fucking kiasu typical sporean! Bitch.

I swear i was piss off with her. If only i could slap her face! Urgh.

After awhile there was an empty seat and i sat.

But there was this indian/bangla/tamale or whatever was sitting beside me.

He purposely lean nearer to me and i was still pissed over that women at that time and he was just adding salt to the wound.

Soon, the girl who sat beside me alighted and i moved to her seat, leaving a space in between me and that fcuking ass. An old man then took the seat in between.

I fell dead asleep and i even missed one station.

Guess what, when i woke up, that asshole was sitting beside me.

Like wtf. He even dropped the same station.

I gave that irritated face and walked away. I nearly wanted to give the finger.

Just how great. Tired, pissed and lethargic enough that i got stressed.

Urgh. Such an irritating way back home.

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Saturday;

Anyway, work was okay so far.

Azam is getting more and more irritating. -.-

That psycho Hidayat is still psycho and i dont like him.

Michael thinks im a hip-hop just bcos i wore baggy pants. -.-

I think im going crazy over the hot cute guy at work! Whoo.

And and, he smiled at me! Lol. Insane.

Ielah got her Ashworth guy, Azzah got her Korean-look guy and ive got mine!

Nyeheh. They are the ones that makes us go to work right ielah! Haha.

So since ive started back working, i wont be free anymore unlike my previous job. I wont have any free days since last week took alot of offs.

Im gonna upload the photos when im free, maybe later on.

I miss the usuals, thats fer sure! *hugs*

See the rest soon. :D

2008-12-28T04:13:00.008+08:00

Edited (on monday morning);

So my sunday was spent with my family, went to visit my grandparents.

Ate alot of food. And yeah, i didnt have work.

Fuuh, at last. Im no more working there!

Good luck to those working at the flyer then.

And no more moody stuffs that you guys had caused me.

Im free! Whoo. (Crazy uhh kittie) -.-

Kay kay, since i dont have work tomorow fer the new job.

Most prolly stay at home and rot since im broke anyways.

I'll only start back working on new year's eve or on new year itself.

Someone had replaced me fer the week since i said to them i went out of country (which obviously i wasnt).

Ielah said its a thailand guy and not bad looking, according to her.

I shall see! Haha. So the manager/superviser or whoever asked me to rest instead fer the next few days. Chey, how good is that.

Actually been having alot of rest since the flyer shut down.

So im just waiting fer the day to start work back and receive my pay frm that dumb job at flyer!

Whoo, please come sooon. Im waiting!

Erm, kay im done. And this is my horoscope fer today(monday). Im listening.

Someone in your life has been running hot and cold on you, and today you should turn off the faucet and walk away.

You have been working so hard at making a connection with them, but it's not worth it.

You have been clinging too tightly when you may need to let go.

Maybe when you're not around, this person will understand the value you bring to their life, and maybe not.

But you are not getting what you deserve right now, and you are better off moving on.

Control your destiny!

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Friday: Hanged out with Khairul and gave him Godiva chocolates fer his belated birthday gift, as i was totally broke.

Headed to meet his friend's band at simei after that, really cool band.

Hoped their recording went well yesterday.

Saturday: Supposingly to meet up with Anxx fer the photography shoot but he didnt called me, -.-

So chilled around with Wan Tissue, Ibrahim, Leez, Qal and Ham.

Yeah, all guys pathetically. Soon, Lutfi came along since his friend ditched their plans.

And at last, my guitar strings has changed.

Thanks Qal fer helping me do the strings while the rest played kill-the-zombie or whatever you call the name at LAN gaming.

After that headed to Marina Bay mrt station, alone.

Seriously, it was deserted and with those banglas and foreigners looking at me.

I swear i could just take the guitar and kill them with it if they dared to touch me.

I was there an hour or so.

Soon, family and cousins headed to the Marina Barrage, walked around exploring.

Saw Sleeq but no big deal.We grabbed a drink and headed home after that.

Sunday: Hoping that ive no work later.

Flyer shut down(still), so there's no point of heading there.

And im glad im no longer working there cos i still despise you guys.

And i'll be busy working frm tomorow onwards on my new job.

Erm, okay thats all i guess.

Wondering if 2009 will be more of a phosperous year since 2008 wasnt a good one.

2008-12-25T23:07:00.007+08:00

I hate Christmas. Sorry.

Due to some reasonable excuses.

It was just wasnt a good day to start with.

Damn the people working, damn racist.

Im feeling pissed with them.

Glad that im gonna be done and over with you guys

at the end of the week.

Damn the ppl and the job. Urgh.

But luckily, had a last minute meet up with Andy, the Ultraboy. At least the other half of the day was a better one.

Thank you. ♥♥

2008-12-24T00:05:00.007+08:00

I'll be getting busy from now onwards.

Meeting up with Syazwan later,

Unable to meet the rest to see the Christmas Lightings.

And i'll be busy with my new job from now onwards.

No more Gelatissimo!

And no more free gelato fer you guys. :(

So yeah, do get through my msn or such if you need me.

I'll update soon, when im free. Takecare.

It wasnt a good week to start with. Bye.

2008-12-20T12:13:00.001+08:00

Fer i have nothing to say right now.

I just dont have the mood to crack my brain.

Now, bon voyage!

2008-12-17T15:28:00.004+08:00

Went out with my classmates to EscapeThemePark yesterday.

Kinda boring cos they had limited rides only over there.

Basically, we took the viking alot of times, cos the rest of the rides wasnt that exciting.

We had a lot of laughters and fun on the viking.

Saw some of familiar faces over there.

Oh, and yes. How can we not miss The Haunted House.

We were traumatised by it after we headed out from there, till now.

I still cant get it out from my mind on how the ghost crawled towards us.

We were totally freaked out, and i mean, totally.

There was four of us, and two unknown girls in front.

So they went in first while the four of us were behind them.

When we went in and the door was shut, the two of them stopped walking.

We were still near the entrance but it was dark.

Then, they started shouting. We got shocked till all of us shouted too.

They started to push us to the back, still shouting.

And that was when we saw that err thing crawling and all of us shouted like mad.

Hugging one another while that thing keeps coming to us and making that 'ggrr' sound.

Trying to keep my eyes shut and not look at that thing but i cant help it.

It got nearer and nearer but then it stopped fer awhile.

The two unknown girls walked pass it and me and my friend followed them behind.

Leaving two of my other friends, still shouting cos they were at the back.

We couldnt stay behind with them cos that thing was still scaring the shit out of them.

We shouted their names but there was no respond, at all. Just silence.

While the four of us kept on walking till we got lost in the middle.

We didnt know that we had to go through a door.

So i called on one of the workers to lead us to the exit.

I was still traumatised by the first ghost, i just wanted to get out from there.

Me and my friend were hugging the other two girls although we didnt know who the hell were they. Last part, there was another ghost that appeared from nowhere.

Some of the girls's leg was grabbed by the ghost but luckily i wasnt cos if it did, i think i would have kicked the head of that thing. -.-

Damn, at the exit, when we got out, the ghost took of its wig and showed his head at the door.

-.- It was one of my friend, who worked at Escape.

We saw him when we were queueing up to go in TheHauntedHouse.

I nearly wanted to scold him fer scaring the shit out of us.

After awhile, my two other friends got out with another group that was after us.

We purposely didnt leave them behind though.

Overall, it was scary and we just couldnt get it out from our heads.

We kept on talking on how traumatised we were and nvr went in ever again.

Even though one of my friend who went in fer the fourth time, was still freaked abt it.

It was an unforgetable experience as we didnt expect TheHauntedHouse to be that way.

I know some of you have been in there and some say its nothing. -.-

Im sorry but we girls are different.

Ahh, i need a red dress as soon as possible. Pfft.

Alrights then, erm, good luck to those who took NLvls.

All the best fer your results tomorow! ^^

2008-12-10T01:55:00.012+08:00

Geez, guess what, ive lost whatever that i wrote in here. :(

Just great, totally great. -.-

So im too lazy to think back what i wrote, so these videos will help to cover up.

Oh, and ive watch Twilight. Its a sweet loving movie.

Makes me feel like falling in love, ooh-la-la feeling. :D

Kay enjoy!

2008-12-03T00:16:00.004+08:00

Tribute to the Christmas coming up. I know this is very early but heck care, i want you guys to watch it. Nyeheh. Funny really. Achmed, the dead terrorist. Watch the other videos too by Jeff Dunham. Totally crappy&funny! With Peanuts, Walter and some others. If youre bored, please do watch it. ^^

Kay, erm, i'll continue this post soon aye. Nyeheh! Go watch and enjoy the rest of the videos. xD

2008-12-01T23:35:00.009+08:00

I dislike guys like you and you and you.

Im sorry though i dont show it but i just do.

Typical in the same way and things are not meant to be that way.

Ive changed my ways and i just loathe typical guys like you.

Im giving up, i really am.

Seems like theyre all the same cos i admire guys who are sweet and loving and i mean it.

But i will know when he's the right one but so far, none.

If only my cat is a human, i'll so love him. Nyehhs.

Try as you may, i know im not ready yet fer all these.

Ive been independent all this while and it will still go on.

And i dont like girls, im sorry to say this but this is my opinion so you can fcuk off if you hate it, who depends on guys to pay fer their food or whatever expenses.

Come on, you expect the guy to pay fer you everytime you guys go out?

And even on the first date or meeting, you expect them to pay fer your meal. -.-

We are ladies/women who are independent unless youre not old enough to realise it.

Depending on parents and family is okay, but not on your date.

I just dont feel good when guys pay fer mine or if they do, i'll pay fer the others and just play fair.

Okay, i do not have issues with anybody here but im just saying things that i wanna say out.

I do not know whats up with me but im not feeling normal right now. =\

Im having alot of thoughts in my head and i need to release it.

Im on depressing mode right now. Its just not my day today and yesterday.

Its over, im giving up on relationships, period. =\

8 months ive hold it and i can hold it longer.

I love my friends much more and thats that.

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`Anyways, ignore my moody talks.

I was just not myself when typing it. Lets do some yoga!

-.- Now, muslims still can do yoga depending you dont chant whatever things that doesnt go with our religion.

To think they would banned it in the first place.

But nehh, i dont do yoga. But my sis had done it before. Fer yoga classes i mean.

Anyways, ive been working four days straight since friday!

Its been hectic and tiring fer me.

But oh well, hoping pay day will pay it off, which i do not know when it'll be.

Hoping that its soon cos its already December! Yay! Not. -.-

Oh, i saw Shima and her family earlier on.

Surprised to see her as i didnt managed to see her on saturday.

Lastly, work was boring today sitting at the kiosk at the Singapore Flyer. =\

Afiq quitted work due to the people there. Now ive no one to talk to and take the same cab home.

Blehh. I think i need better things to say in my blog from now on. 0.0

I need a sparkle in my life.

I love my cat more than anyone else. Seems like he hates taking photos. He's giving me this face. -.-"

2008-11-30T02:58:00.007+08:00

My legs are killing me totally.

Ended my work earlier today at midnight.

Quickly rushed to the mrt as i was afraid that i'd miss my train.

It aches me to stand fer 4 hours straight.

A pity i had to miss all the fun they had with The Sallys.

While im working my butts off. -.-

Oh well, at least i did witness them on friday's.

Anyways, my workplace is at town but im not gonna mention where.

Only those will know cos i wouldnt want to see you guys coming there and see my pathetic face. -.-

But its tiring and busy working on weekends cos earlier there was a period of time where there was alot of customers waiting. The whole area was covered with them.

Its hard handling all of them but good thing it cleared out soon after.

It was the most tiring work day ever.

Oh, and in the train home, bumped into Yan, Adam, Saddiq and some others.

Been ages since i last saw them.

Saw quite alot of people in the last two days but too many to mention.

Its been a tiring weekend fer me as i need to work later on today as well. -.-

But not at town, working at city hall instead.

Since one of my colleague had the whole weekend off, i had to replace all her work.

This is all her fault. (Bastard eh, haha)

So yeah, ive nothing much to say but my life nowadays seems pathetic to me.

Now i understand why people miss secondary school life. -.-

Since everyone else is busy with their own life now, everything seems different.

So anyway, December is coming! Goodbye to November! (which included my Olvl)

It feels like as if i had it months ago when it was only two weeks ago. -.-

I do not know why im excited fer December. Maybe cos it'll be January after that.

And then 2009! Kay, no link. Haha.

Okay, now this is getting boring. Bleh blehh blehhhh.

Hold on, you guys should listen to Hey Monday's songs!

I like all their songs, its really good.

My blog's song is Candles by Hey Monday.

If you guys like Paramore, im sure you'll like Hey Monday too.

Theyre like the second of Paramore. Quick, go check them out now! ^^

Alrights, see you guys around then. Kay bye! (:

Other photos : http://www.flickr.com/photos/31294150@N02

2008-11-24T21:59:00.007+08:00

Weekend was a bore.

On saturday went to Ray's gig but i was late and only managed to arrived fer the last song cos i went to the wrong cc. -.-

After that, headed to meet the rest at the usual place and stayed till night.

On sunday, went to Tanglin Mall to get interviewed.

Thanks to Julee fer the info. Hope that i'll get the job though.

Headed to Shaw house to see my schedule fer my work.

It rained super heavily and i decided to chill at my workplace with Afiq and Bernad.

Went back home while eating gelatissimo ice cream that lasted fer me the whole day.

Hais, life is unfair, yet again.

Now i see, i do not hate,

I just dislike fer things to be this way.

It happened yet again, i do not understand why.

Hated once, now its coming back again.

Being quiet about it and just remain solo is the only way.

Its a she, so stop asking.

And about guys,

I wished fer things to be normal, like i use to.

Fer some things that you want, you tend to lose everything else.

Now i have to stand on my own feet and start all over again. Simple to say,

I need a companion who would be there when i need them.

No one understands the situation i am in now.

It hurts deep inside though i dont show it.

Cos people like you just come and go.

Do pick up your shoe and walk away and just,

Dont ever turn back.

So, Goodbye.

2008-11-22T01:56:00.009+08:00

Wednesday;

NoxiousGamine & Blackittie.

Workplace.

Thursday;

Friday;

Its been a hectic week fer me, yet again.

Monday; The job hunt with the girls.

Tuesday; Went to my class chalet and met up with Leez&Vivern after tht.

Wednesday; Class chalet & had to go work at night.

Thursday; Went to VivoCity alone fer job hunt & stayed over at my cousin's place.

Friday; Met up with my makkals to hang out.

Saturday; Going to Rayyan's gig and some other plans.

Sunday; Im not sure yet what's on that day.

So as you can see, how can i not get tired from all these.

Though its only been a week or so since my last exam, it feels like as if its been ages.

On Wednesday, a pity i had to miss the party fer the November babies and the chocolate cakes and presents. I had to go off to work.

Yes, they called me last minute and i wasnt in the proper outfit.

Had to trouble my dad by sending me my black pants.

Arrived at the workplace, and i was nervous as i thought i might be late.

And i knew no one there except Larry who was there during my training.

But a pity he wasnt there. Instead, a guy whom initially i thought was chinese but he's a malay, was working at that time. He's handsome, haha. Afiq's the name. ^^

The manager left soon after and left us both to handle the store.

I was shy and nervous at first, but after awhile, we both started talking and crapping like as if we'd knew each other. Waited fer him to close the shop and we cabbed home together.

Nehh, we're just friends thats fer sure. ^^

So yesterday, i was already on my way out, boarded the bus.

And a bus stop just before CausewayPoint, i panicked and my mind was in a blur.

I couldnt find my handphone anywhere in my bag or my pockets.

That was when i realise my phone was lost.

I alighted at the bus stop and i ran all the way home.

Sweating and panicking my way while praying that my phone will be at home.

Ended up, it wasnt at home, at all.

I quickly grabbed my sis's phone and dialled my number.

My eyes was filled with tears and i started to cry.

Dialled and dialled but couldnt hear any of my ringtone anywhere in the house.

I didnt even know if its on silent or not.

I quickly ran down the block and re-traced my steps back before i took the bus.

Prayed real hard that i'll find my phone while my eyes was filled with tears.

It was an undescribable moment fer me at that time.

God answered my prayers and i found my phone on the grass beside the pavement.

I was lucky that no one found the phone and took it away.

That was when i felt like ive been hit by a large wave but managed to stay alive.

Called Hayqal and Golly to wait up fer me yet again as theyve been waiting fer a long time fer me. They heard me crying on the phone and was worried.

Ended up it was only my phone that was lost. But i cant bear to lose my precious phone at all.

Hais. So yeah, that was how my day started. Pityful, very.

Not only that, met up with the usuals and i was playing with the skateboard when i fell and hurt my knee, few minutes after Ielah's fall. Bleaghh.

And till now, my left knee still hurts and im hoping there wont be any blueblacks.

Oh, and parker's friend, Lawrence, is hawt! Haha. ^^

Soon after, my manager called me last minute like an hour earlier before asking me to go work at 8. I was with them and i wasnt wearing black pants yet again. And i didnt bring along the uniform. He expect me to go back home and take them.

There wont be enough time fer me to go back home and go out yet again just to take the clothes.

Damn him, i hate it when they expect me to go work in a last minute call.

At least telling me in advance could be better.

I'll continue soon, cos this post i fell asleep halfway through! Haha. Byee!

2008-11-18T02:03:00.006+08:00

Kittie;

Shee;

Shima;

Azzah;

Ielah;

Hippy tak menjadi.

Damn, im feeling so lethargic!

Supposingly i wanted to wake up early yesterday, monday.

To try apply fer job. Ended up, i woke up late.

Went to meet Ielah, Azzah, Shee at town after that.

Naufal tagged along but only fer awhile.

Went to Shaw House to see my schedule fer my job.

He say i got no schedule fer this week, damn!

Just because i didnt went to tick my schedule.

How am i suposed to when i dont have any of the supervisor's contacts. Dumb.

That is why i want to get another job cause its not even a job to me at all.

First, we went to Taka but there wasnt any vacancy anymore.

We went fer lunch first before heading to Heeren&JohnLittle.

Still, there weren't any vacancy. But we did applied at Starbucks, yet again.

Waited fer Shima at Skatepark and yes, we camwhored alot since there wasnt anyone there due to the drizzle.

We then headed to Suntec and applied at Toys'R'Us.

And we met AhMoy/Rahamoy working! Damn, its been ages since i last saw her! Nyeh.

Then headed to Starbucks to get a drink and there was this one girl.

Okay, i guess she was wearing a cardigan with no top inside of it.

Yes its a low-cut cardigan. But guess what, we could almost see her freaking flat-chested, kay maybe a little flat-chested but super mini small boobs popping out.

Okay guys, its not really popped out, so dont get too excited okay.

But seriously, she has no freaking face/manner or whatsoever.

I wont mind if she's eurasian or not from Spore but she's a freaking malay and she isnt pretty thats fer sure. Ended up, we kinda made a laugh out of it.

It was such a disgrace. I know its not my problem but wth. Aiya enough about that then.

Lastly, we applied at JohnLittle at Marina but to no avail.

We hanged out and chilled at Esplanade stage till night and headed home.

It was a fun&good girl's day out right babes. ^^

Photos are in my Flickr, not photocouncil.

Dont ask me why i keep changing at times, blame it on the websites. Heh.

And im tired cause i have my class chalet later on today fer three days but im not gonna stay overnight. Good morning then, pretty readers!

Flickr : http://flickr.com/photos/31294150@N02

It's all a just and a fantasy. And nothing more.

2008-11-17T00:16:00.007+08:00

Qissy tagged me to do this game, so yeah. Doing it fer her sake. ^^

The rules and regulations:

1. Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.

2. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.

3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.

4. No tags back !

10 WEIRD THING/HABITS/LITTLE KNOWN FACTS ABOUT KITTIE:

1. Most people knows me and call me by Kittie only, they do not know my real name.

2. My cat is my BF fer the past 11 years and still counting, and i like to kiss him. HAH.

3. My nose gets itchy when i kiss a cat but who cares! Theyre adorable animals.

4. I dont like watching GORE movies. I'll close my eyes shut!

5. I dont drink plain WARM water unless theyre COLD and i dont like NewWater.

6. I used to be a crybaby over little things. But now, no.

7. The name Blackittie started when my schoolmate has the name Blackstar and my other schoolmates had others but im the only one left still using the name.

8. I dont have the courage to tell a guy that i like him.

9. I usually wait fer people to msg me or comment me then i will reply. That explains why.

10. Currently giving up on love till i find a guy that really capture my heart. *Smiles*

So that is all. Anyone can do this game if you want to.

Simple enough, everyone who is on my blog link can do it, if you guys are bored and willing to do it aye. ^^

2008-11-16T14:47:00.002+08:00

First band;

2nd/3rd band;

Topsy Kretts;

Rayy the BatuBintang;

MJ & Kittie;

Those were some of the photos yesterday.

Went to Pop The Top at music garage fer Rayy's band, Topsy Kretts.

I woke up early in the morning yesterday.

Went jogging around Wlds area with a friend of mine.

Yes, its been ages since i jogged. I dont even do my P.E. in school.

So my muscles and body weren't ready, i didnt even drank before jogging.

Jogged&walked all the way to the big hill behind ChristChurchSec.

Walked home after awhile. Damn, it was tiring.

Met up with Tedd to go to the gig.

Pop The Top was great, during Topsy Kretts's set of course.

Went to BK after that. Soon MJ had to go off and some went back home.

While the rest went to the SkyPark at Suntec.

Managed to ask my sis to let me go home by midnight.

Having curfew sucks but oh well. Pfft.

Went back home with Tedd, and he's one idiot guy.

He challenged me to brisk-walk all the way from Suntec to CityHall mrt.

Damn, he cheated by running. Idiot. And made me sweat.

We were like two idiots sweating in the train, trying to gasp fer air.

And in the bus, he was on the phone.

He made me laugh like mad due to him talking on the phone.

Im not gonna say what he said, pity him la kay. Haha.

So overall, Saturday was a damn tiring day due to the jog/run/walk in the morning and night. -.- But was fun at the same time of course. ^^

&I need a job pleaseee. Gelatissimo isnt much of a help. Pfft.

2008-11-14T21:13:00.009+08:00

Life seems bored to me nowadays.

Okay, maybe not bored but pathetic, yes.

And about the job? Oh well.

My job is to wait fer them to call me, then i go work on the day.

Thats why ive been searching fer a second job to take.

Most prolly the closest one available.

But damn, it aint easy. Now i understand how it feels.

Feeling relax and so laid back at home the whole day.

I woke up in the morning due to the dream i had which i couldnt go back to sleep after that.

Why does it appear in my dreams, fer the third time now.

We've moved on and that was it. Now its like haunting me.

Good and bad dreams. I used to love that someone but now no.

I guess the only one that i really did in my past relations.

So i dyed my hair the colour, divine mango, earlier today.

Including my sis and my mum. Yes, the girls in my family.

Nyeh. I did fer my mum. Haha.

Then the weather has to spoil everything else.

Initially to go jogging in the late afternoon but seems the weather wants me to be more lazy, just like Garfield. Nyeh. So i decided to go tomorow morning instead.

If i were to wake up that is. But i'll try to.

I dont wanna be lazy and add weight to my body.

Being healthy is all i want. *Smiles*

And no diet diet, youre just killing yourself.

Some people just dont get that do they.

Then would be going out after that to Ray's gig.

But i heard there would be a gig at youth park and a vacant affair would be there. Pfft.

Due to boredumm, i did bead bracelets the whole day.

Just a simple one since i was too lazy to do designs.

While listening to the radio since noon.

Pampered myself the whole day after that. Bathed and bathed and repolished my nails.

Okeh, im going to continue back with the bead bracelets now.

Gonna make different colours each. ^^

Oh, and my mum was cute playing the ps2, puzzle bobble game.

Hahah. There's a child in everyone, agreed? *Smiles wide*

I've forgotten how it feels like being in love.

2008-11-10T01:09:00.009+08:00

Kay those were yesterday's photos.

Went out in the morning with my siblings to the F1 pit stop building located near to the Spore Flyer to do some shopping organised by the club 21.

There filled with typical sporeans crowded with their morning breathes.

As you know, kiasu people will always be there when there are cheap sales going on. But this is an exception i guess.

As branded goods was on super sale fer nearly 80 to 90% discount off.

Brands such as A/X, D&G, Diesel, DKNY, CK and some others.

From tops to bottoms to shoes and accesories.

A skirt that my sis bought which orginally priced at 200+ bucks was sold at 10 bucks.

The top that i wore in the picture above was one of them.

A pity i only followed in the last day of the sales and the clothes werent that attractive.

So i only bought two pieces of clothes while my sis splurge on the rest.

At least she paid fer me. Nyeheh. Reached home and went out again in the afternoon with Siqq.

A last minute plan to tag along with him to town to get a job at starbucks. Since Wisma has a long waiting list, they adviced us to try at Liat Towers.

And we did, filled up some forms and we were done.

But i doubt so i will get the job since i only applied fer three days per week basis.

As i had another job that may be available located at town too. But no harm taking two jobs since the locations are super near.

Although sis adviced me not to take the other job since the pay was low.

Its fine with me so long i can get along with it.

I tried to apply at HMV but i wont get it due to the age maybe?

Thats what Tedd says. But i asked him to try and apply fer HMV. So we could hang out during breaks. [ If we were to get the job even. ]

Nyehs. Okay, back to where i was.

Shima joined us awhile later and Siqq left soon after.

Since me and Shima initially wanted to go a gig at Odiocrib.

But end up we didnt cos we thought it was already late.

And yes, we were kinda lost.

We reached to the Waterloo Centre in the evening.

It was kinda deserted and creepy and freaky and quiet and just plain scary being us two only.

But we decided to check it out since we were curious as to where the Odiocrib was.

Couldnt hear any bands playing when we were at the 4th floor. But we saw some people at the 4th floor and decided to hang ard at the 5th floor instead.

There, as usual, took pictures and stuffs.

As we were heading home, some guys board the train with us. And Shima said that one of the guy is handsome, which i totally agree.

Nyeheh. And me and that guy dropped at the same station.

Which was a surprise as ive never seen him before in my area.

I kinda, erm, kay im not gonna say it here. Wooots. :D

But i hope to bump into that guy again. Nyeheh.

Okay im thinking too much! But no harm right? Hehe. ^^

And lastly, this tuesday will be my last Olvl paper.

I'll be soo glad on that day! Although now im kinda lazy to study fer the last paper.

Alright alright. Take care now, my dear readers.

Wheee! ^^

*Why am i in such a good mood? -.-*

2008-11-05T14:33:00.008+08:00

Grow hair, growwww! ^^

So yesterday was Tedd's birthday, and i tagged along with his friends to vivo.

And Rayyan which i call him Rei Rei Ren and me planned to say to Tedd to buih him saying we cant go.

Cos i said, if Rei doesnt go, i wont go. Haha.

But since Rei ended school late, i decided to meet up with Tedd first.

And Tedd believed that Rei cant come cos of his school.

He had a lot of surprises yesterday.

First, HidayahGoh and this guy surprised the rest with a cake and we sang fer Tedd.

Later on, Rei and his drummer came. Tedd was freaking surprised.

Nyahah. It was a good plan worked out.

Initially, i wanted to draw Tedd's face fer his birthday gift.

But seems like my skills are totally slacking. Im only good at sketching.

Rei said it looks like manga due to the eyes. Nyeh.

In the end, when i wanted to head home, i showed it to Tedd and gave him the drawing including Hidayah's sketching too. Im sorry if it didnt look nice, Tedd.

And i still need the other photos in Hidayah's camera.

I'll upload it soon once i got it.

All the other photos yesterday are uploaded in my photocouncil.

And if anyone got a job vacancy anywhere, please do tell me.

Its time i look fer a work now!

So do tell me aye, thanks! ^^

Photos : http://www.photocouncil.com/photos/Kittie/album/603/

2008-11-03T17:18:00.008+08:00

The video is hilarious. Haha. Hayqal always appear. The second video, hear his voice. Lol. Okay okay, my exams are nearly over. Im left with two more and i can say goodbye to my studies, period. Its been a tiring week fer me, especially the weekends. I havent had enough rest and thus, i only managed to revise my social studies only one day before. And ive slept at 4 plus in the morning fer the past two consecutive days. And waking up in the morning after that. You can imagine how lethargic i am now. But still, i wont let it ruin my spirit. The weekend was great as usual. But my legs were killing me the whole day on saturday, walking to and fro from the beach and walking to ecp. And thanks guys fer finishing up the brownies i made. It was my first doing it without my mum's help, although she did help a little but still it was my effort. Haha. The photos are uploaded in my photocouncil. So you guys should know what to do with it. Dont mind if there's alot of Wan Tissue's photo cos he wanted a photoshoot of himself. Lol. So yeah. Okay, im guessing thats all i have to say fer now. And im hoping my family would let me dye my hair the way ive been wanting to do ever since i lay my eyes on it. By next week, i'll get the results. *crossing my fingers*

Photos : http://www.photocouncil.com/people/Kittie

2008-10-26T01:01:00.012+08:00

The first two songs that ive put up,

Just brings memories to me.

'Emily by From first to last' was my favourite.

My old friend which obviously i dont contact him already,

Has taught me how to play this song on the guitar which i totally fergot how.

Its been nearly two years, omg.

Time pass by real fast. And he was a good friend indeed.

Always made me laugh and smile.

A pity our friendship couldnt last due to some matters.

The second song is 'When im with you by Faber drive'.

Somewhere in the middle of the year, met someone.

Who let me listened to the song.

Recently, i got back the song and i was trying to recall back where ive heard it.

And i remembered again, it was him.

Had fun though we've met only once.

We were studying. Hah. Oh wait, i last saw him at baybeats. [Shocking to see him there] Nyeheh.

And he was the one who showed me the video of the malay girl who was beaten up by a whole

group of guys/girls and they even threw the brick on her head which blood later came oozing out. Obviously, she died. Oh my, cruel people.

I swear i didnt wanna watch the video. Sorry, im not a fan of these kind of things.

And to even think he could joke around saying that when the brick was thrown onto her head, it bounced back. -.- Yeah, im not a fan of gore stuffs. Including watching the Saw movies. Urgh, freaky.

Okay, what i mean was that, every song that you listened,

There would be some memories that is left. Fer example,

You and your friend sang to the song or its your favourite song of someone or such. Every music has its meaning to it.

May it be sadness or happiness, it would always be kept in your mind. ^^

Alrights, im not supposed to be blogging till my exams are over.

But i just feel like updating. Though its been a period of time since i blog.

My Olvl exams are nearly halfway there.

I just cant wait fer it to be over. Oh, and i nearly cried fer my maths paper 1.

Its not that i couldnt do the questions, though some i dont, i had an awful unlucky morning.

Seriously unlucky that tears filled up my eyes cause i was unable to do it.

Marks gone just like that. Hais. Byebye to A's then. [Which is my target] :(

Okay, ferget about that.

I still have alot of papers to go now.

Time to start revising yet again.

And i wanna mention something, on my way back home from orchard yesterday.

This so called 'women' which i think is a man.

Cos he/she has the face structure of a man.

Transexual maybe. "Bapok" they called it.

Yes, with make ups on.

With the usual dressing of skirt and a sexy top.

I was heading to the control station and he/she was walking towards my direction.

And guess what, he/she was walking and then squeezed his right 'breast'.

Yes, in public mind you. And i saw that cos he was somewhere in front of me.

This man saw it too and his face was like Whoaa.

Probably a turn off. Lol.

It was really unnecessary and fer god sake,

He was in public with a lot of ppl ard. -.-

What has the world turn into?

Okay enough. Oh! And last week i spend nearly to 70bucks on shopping. Lol.

Ive bought EmilyTheStrange boots and a bag. Whoo.

It was really cheap i had to get them.

Its only once in awhile that i am able to do this.

Im not the kind of girl who goes shopping everytime, believe me.

Okay, im guessing im like updating too much. Nyeheh.

There's just so many things to talk about. ^^

I'll be back again after my O's which is in november.

Good luck to my friends and those taking O'lvl too.

We'll enjoy as much as we want after that aye.

I'll see you guys soon. By then,

I'll be free like a bird. [I hope]

OKAY BYE DARLINGS! ♥♥

Away from blogging !

2008-10-15T02:15:00.006+08:00

ON HIATUS;

I wont be updating this blog as usual.

Due to my olvl thts starting from this thursday onwards.

I'll be away nearly to a month now.

But i will be online only in msn.

Anything just contact me through msn or phone if you have my number that is.

Take care readers. Visit again in a month's time maybe.

Kitty Miles Out! ^^

Hari raya.

2008-10-12T14:16:00.004+08:00

Thursday.

Friday.

Friday, oh my. Some of them know what happened at ayuni's crib.

Lol, it was real embarrasing but it hurts!

Alot of things happened actually, accidents.

First, at parker's house,

Wan played with the ball and the plate of rice fell. Tsktsk.

Then at ayuni's crib, my accident happened. Lol.

Next at azzah's house, all of them was trying to get drunk. -.-

Till hamzah cheered with the glasses and the water fell onto my baju.

Then we went off to leez's house, ielah's nose bleed again but worser than thursday.

And i just realised that each one of the houses we went on friday,

Got accidents occur! Okay such a sway day huh.

But wasnt that bad. Thursday was still the best.

And yesterday, i went to study russia alone, yes alone.

Im used to being independent now.

Went to library but stayed fer an hour since it was hard fer me to write without any table.

Then went to an rc near admiralty till night when some matreps disturbed me and i moved to another rc. Super irritating matreps.

Then stayed at the other rc till 10 plus and went home.

What a day spent on saturday. -.-

Kay i got to go now. Guys, all photos are already uploaded in my flickr.

Ask me fer the link or get it under the link section aye(just go to my photostream fer the pictures). ^^

Exams starts in less than a week!

2008-10-10T01:27:00.009+08:00

And so went out with my makkals just now (thursday) fer raya.

And i skipped class, imagine that.

Bad kitty. Nyehehs. Fer the sake of going raya with them.

Approximately about 29 people altogether.

Fer the first time, most of us were gathered altogether.

Wohooo. Pictures soon okehs!

Cause maybe later today still continuing the raya.

We havent finished with the houses.

AND IM CRAVING FER MOCHA YET AGAIN!

Two days ago i think i dranked mocha 4 times in a day. Nyehs.

Okay this was what my friend gave me after answering a few questions of true and false. Most of it its true. Heees! Read them. ^^

She will stand out of the crowd on the street.

Leo woman normally tall or rather tall.

You will hardly see a short thick woman.

When she walks she walks like a queen, confident and does not look around though as if there is no one around her.

She will dress in her own style not according to fashion.

She is confident of what she choose to wear.

Do not buy cheap clothes wherethey sell in dozen for her as a gift, she will hate it.

Also do not buy clothes that do not reflect her confident personality.

She likes unique and strange clothes and accessories.

Being different is what she loves.

If you want to know her, take times and be patient because she is selective about people she mingles with.

She's open minded, but yet she is not letting people get to close to her easily.

She likes sweetwords and compliments, but not too much.

She smiles with anyone, but inside she thinks she is borne to be a leader.

She likes to be in control because it is in her nature instinct.

She is a graceful woman , and she has a magnetic charisma, so expect tough competition.

She is a very proud person, so do not do anything to challenge her confident.

She can be mad and act like a hurricane, and later can be like an innocent kitten, but do not fall for her O.K.

She remembers everything and likes to cherish her sweet memory.

So if you find her old photo albums with her ex-boyfriend or love letters that will make you puke, take it easy.

She is keeping her sweet memory does not mean she still in love with the old fool, so you do not have to panic.

Kitty Sabbath.

2008-10-06T23:26:00.006+08:00

Just pictures.

Im too lazy to update.

Im too lazy to say anything.

These photos are from the past few days.

Okay im done here! ^^

Kitty Sabbath .

2008-10-03T23:55:00.008+08:00

First day of raya .

Thursday .

Friday .

So those are the pictures from the last few days. First day of raya was okay but boring. Except that i got a few more bucks this year. Im old thats why. Hardly get that much packets. But certainly is better this year cause last year i only got 10 bucks on the first day. Believe it. I envy those who got lots of packets. Hmph.

Thursday i stayed at home the whole afternoon. Then rizwan texted me up last minute and we had dinner at pastamania. Was a last minute meet up and i had to go home early. So yeahh, next comes friday.

My relatives came to my house fer raya. Busy busy busy. I cant wait to go out later, with my family. Hehs. Lets hope i get more money. Its the only period of time where you can get money fer free. Without working your ass off! Im jealous of tedd, rayyan and some others. No fair they got more bucks than me despite their age. *sobs* Pathetic little kitty. Okay bye! ^^

2008-09-27T18:55:00.009+08:00

Friday.

Had my graduation day in school.

It was pretty boring, yes it was.

And the graduation file they gave us was like any normal file you can get anywhere, just that they put our school name at the front. Pathetic much.

Im glad graduation has passed by.

Now im left with Olvls then im done with this school.

Then after graduation, i went to meet chico at rp.

Sat down and i was doing my maths paper.

He didnt wanna take photo cause he malu. -.-

Soon he had to go off early, so i went to causeway and wasted my time there alone.

Soon i went to meet up with my classmates.

We headed to admiralty park fer the graduation party fer my teacher.

She came late. It was okay i guess.

We were singing the graduation song fer her.

I hope she will not ferget us.

So we stayed there till late about 11 plus.

Headed to mac at civic with my classmates and then went home.

Saturday.

I slept the whole day.

Not fer 7 or 8 hours.

But i slept 13 hours straight, after sahur till an hour before break fast.

I was shocked when i looked at the time.

Gosh, i really feel like a cat sleeping fer long hours, just like garfield. ^^

But i had wasted my whole afternoon sleeping when i can go and study.

Now i gotta start doing my revision. Im left with less than 30 days. Gaaah! Wish me luck.

Haha, this is cute! ^^

2008-09-23T21:26:00.005+08:00

Okay, let me say this.

I may not blog as often as i do last time due to my exams thats coming up soon.

So i will only update when i feel like it alright.

I do need to sacrifice and cut down some stuffs.

Its the last week of school fer me.

Then i will only need to come back school if i need to.

I dont have much time left.

Next week is already october.

Time really has pass by real fast without us realising it.

I wish that time could just either slow down like a tortoise or pass by as fast as lightning.

But seconds and minutes has already passed by.

And i was looking through my old photos and i saw this picture below among the rest.

Theyre all memories now, and i shall not dwell on the past.

Everything happened fer a reason.

But looking back, i was being immature.

Now that i know my mistakes, i shall not do it again i hope.

Alrights, and happy birthday to you venom.

May your wishes come true aye.

Take care. ^^

2008-09-20T00:08:00.004+08:00

Tired describes my well-being right now.

Due to the lack of sleep.

Due too alot of studies.

Due to almost everything.

Tired of every single thing.

Im hoping that all this will end soon enough.

Im waiting fer graduation day next week.

So that i can settle down on my own revision as soon as possible.

And hoping that Olvls will be done soon.

I already have a choice to which school i wanna go after O's.

And what course i may be interested in.

I hope i can get in though.

I will just have to work my ass up to achieve it.

Alright, this is just a short post.

And here, i was bored and this is what girls do when theyre with webcams.

(The picture quality aint that good.)

Mmkay, i wanna continue back on watching southpark. Byee! <33

Oh, and btw. Watch this! Lol.

2008-09-15T19:30:00.003+08:00

I woke up and i looked at the time.

It was 5 plus nearly to 6 and i started to panic.

Am i late fer school or what?

I see the window, the sky was bright.

I wondered. How come 5 plus in the morning, the sky is so bright.

So i kept staring at the time.

Then suddenly i realised that it is in the afternoon and not morning.

And i laughed at my own clumsiness! Hahh.

Thats what you get when you are too tired till you wake up,

You dont even realise your surroundings. Whoo.

Okay, i got something fer you guys to solve.

This may be simple questions fer you guys.

But the questions belongs to a primary 4 maths.

Imagine that youre supposed to teach a primary 4 student.

And youre supposed to solve it and teach him.

How would you explain it in simple answer?

Here are the two questions:

1. The number of sweets I have is more than 10 but less than 3o.

If divided by four, the remainder is two. And if divided into five, the remainder is one.

How many sweets do I have?

2. A gardener was asked to plant ten trees in a row of five, with each row containing four trees. How did he do this? (The answer is in diagram)

So tag me if you know the answer to either of the questions or both of them if youre really good. It got me thinking fer awhile as to what the answer was.

I cant believe a primary 4 student has these type of questions.

I think i would fail my exams if my maths was like this.

Okay so come on, tell me whats your answer! Kay go!

2008-09-14T01:23:00.010+08:00

Tired, sleepy, i want my bed.

I went home earlier today just so i could reach home by the time.

And yes, i still have curfew. I dont mind but still.

Once in a while i do wanna hang out a little longer.

Life been pretty boring fer me these days.

Everyday repeating the same thing, school, home, etc.

And ive given up on guys since.

Fer the moment, it is necessary fer me.

Im just not interested, only as friends.

And that is the best way fer me and yours.

I need to listen to songs if im feeling down or pissed and such.

And just blast the music loud into my ears.

Gawd, it helps me to release it all. Music is just, everything to me.

So here are the photos on friday and sat.

Didnt took much on sat since it was kinda boring after the bdae celebration.

But the guys made it better as we played cards.

Friday ;

Saturday;

And if you guys are bored or you guys want to be emo, watch this video.

There are other videos on 'How to be a ...' on youtube by the same people.

Enjoy. Teehee! :D

2008-09-13T00:09:00.002+08:00

Ahh, home at last.

Im soo tired. Like i ran rounds and rounds around the field.

Kay not. -.- Hahah.

I'll die of dehydration and break my legs if i were to do just that.

So school was tiring as usual, and im fasting.

And i nearly ran as i was late fer my extra class after school.

Class starts at 230 and i left the house 2 mins before 230.

Cool kan. Hahah, kay. I had amaths mock test but open book.

And i was fcukingly stressed up with it.

First thing, i didnt know how to complete the questions.

Secondly, i didnt have time to do back the questions i left halfway.

My time management is really poor. Very poor. Hais.

And let me tell you this, Amaths is not that fun.

And when you look at it, you'll get stressed.

This is all my fault in not listening in class as months pass by at the start of the year.

I lost interest as time goes by. Didnt have anyone to teach me like i used to.

From A1 in CA1 to D7 in prelims. Gaaahh. IM DEAD.

So, im trying my best to buck up in my weakest subjects.

Which is amaths and humanities. And science too, especially physics.

Urggh. Wait, almost every subject uh.

Olvl's in one month's time. Dead dead dead.

Im left with two weeks of school before i graduate.

I suddenly feel so old when im still young. Lol. -.-

Okay okay. My intial purpose of this post is to blog about friday.

But seems like im talking too much. My blog, my say. *Smiles widely*

So after my extra class, i didnt had time to go home and change.

It ended nearly to 5, mind you. Everyday ends at 5. How sad.

So i brought extra clothes along which is kinda pathetic.

And it was my first to break-fast with my friends. Whoo.

And its fun cause ive been break-fasting at home all the time.

But i do feel a little guilty fer my family. Nyehhs.

Changed and i trained to lavender to meet diki/azrian/hayqal's cousin.(one person not three)

Break-fast at beach road with his great bunch of friends.

Not a few, but a total of 18 people including me. Gereks or whats.

Eee, i sound so not me. Hahah. *Kitty is soo lame, i know.*

I was so full even though eating one meal till i want to vomit when i see food again.

Blearghh. We walked around after that to idk where.

Walked one whole round actually with stops here and there taking photos.

Gossh, its my first with these lot of people who really loves taking photos.

And im liking it! Yay. :)

Oh and we took a bus to raffles but its not the usual kind of bus.

Its the exact same one at the baybeats. But its moving! Lol.

And we conquered the whole bus cause there was no one else. Whooots!

But we got lost and dropped a few stops after lau pa sat.

So we had to walked back all the way to boat quay.

Yes, i was tired but walking is good.

Sat down at boat quay, camwhored as always.

Then went home. Oh and i havent mentioned.

Diki's girl friends are all pretty i tell ya. Whoo.

Overall, it was a nice fun day although it was short.

And i cant wait to meet my makkals later on.

Been awhile since i saw them. Time to celebrate some of their belated birthdays.

Four people's birthday, in three straight days. How cool.

Kay, friday's photos i will upload later with today's photos. :)

Goodbye lovers. And lets dance to Foxy Shazam! <3

2008-09-10T14:13:00.009+08:00

Lets dance dance dance!

Whoo. I love foxy shazam! <3

Kay sshhh. Fer those who may not knw who's foxy shazam, go figure.

I am feeling tired these days.

Blame myself fer sleeping late at night.

And fasting, it just tire your energy out.

But i just cant be a lazybum, like Garfield.

Though i wish i could.

And Arlene is Garfield's girlfriend if you may not know.

But i think Nermal is cuter. And Garfield hates it cause Nermal is cute.

So yeah, how can Garfield has a girlfriend when he's like that.

Amazing. But still, Garfield will be my boyfriend.

Not yours Arlene! Kay not. -.-

Whooots!

Garfield loves to eat alot, and i mean ALOT, especially lasagna and pasta.

He hates spiders, he'll squash 'em if he sees one.

And likes making fun of Odie.

Overall, Garfield is funny and cute and FAT.

I love him. Lol!

A pity he can only talk through his thoughts, the bubble convo in comics.

But then his movies he could talk.

Okay, weird. If only garfield is real and be my cat.

I'll feed him every minute! He will surely love me. Wohoo.

Alright alright, im here just to talk nonsense just to waste my time and yours.

Thank you fer enduring my lame talks here, i know and you dont have to say it.

If you find it irritating and it bore you out, then go close this window then. Its that simple like A, B, C.

Just click on the red colour button with a cross on it. Kay go!

Alright, i need to head back to school now. Urghh.

Having my poa test later! Gaahh.

Exams exams in one more month!

What have i been doing all this while? *Smacks head* Grr.

Okay gotta go! Shooo!

Oh! And HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Azzah&Aie and HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY to Rahamoy! And! HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY to Naufal bestie. See you guys soon! <3

PS : This is just a random post. And i'll update soon !

So erm thank you fer reading? Haha! Takecare lovelies.

2008-09-05T00:57:00.004+08:00

Secondhand Serenade - Awake

With every appearance by you, blinding my eyes,

I can hardly remember the last time I felt like I do.

You're an angel disguised.

And you're lying real still,

but your heart beat is fast just like mine.

And the movie's long over,

that's three that have passed, one more's fine.

Will you stay awake for me?

I don't wanna miss anything

I will share the air I breathe,

I'll give you my heart on a string,

I just don't wanna miss anything.

I'm trying real hard not to shake. I'm biting my tongue,

But I'm feeling alive and with every breathe that I take,

I feel like I've won. You're my key to survival.

And if it's a hero you want,

I can save you. Just stay here.

Your whispers are priceless.

Your breath, it is dear. So please stay near.

Will you stay awake for me?

I don't wanna miss anything

I will share the air I breathe,

I'll give you my heart on a string,

I just don't wanna miss anything.

Say my name. I just want to hear you.

Say my name. So I know it's true.

You're changing me. You're changing me.

You showed me how to live.

So just say. So just say.

That you'll stay awake for me.

I don't wanna miss anything.

I will share the air I breathe,

I'll give you my heart on a string,

I just don't wanna miss anything

There are times in your life, when you look back in your past.

If you had given a chance to change the past, would you do it?

Or just let the past be the past.

There are mistakes that you want to correct.

There are sweet memories that you want to play over and over again.

There are part of love that you want it to remain and last till forever.

Do you regret doing what you did in the past?

But whatever it is, there isnt any chance or anyway to change the past.

What we have left is the present and future.

Which what decisions we make in the present, will affect the future.

Have you ever thought that what decisions youre making right now,

May affect the future and you will look back as it is as a past.

And regret what you had done.

We wished we could turn back time, but its just impossible.

I guess we have to cherish what we have in the present now.

Make our decisions wisely, everyone makes mistakes.

So correct it before its too late.

My past hasnt been that great. But i do miss the sweet memories i had.

And i cant and will not ferget the past. For all the love ive shared.

With friends, families, ex-boyfriends, love to anyone.

But its always good to move on from the past.

And move ahead to the future.

Maybe there will be a chance to correct the mistakes you did in the past again.

You may not know, just dont repeat the same mistakes.

I treasure everyone i have right now. To everyone, i simply love you guys.

Just a moment to let you know that i treasure my friends alot.

Before its too late, before it will be the past,

And before there will not be a chance to say it.

Now i shall let the past be the past, and present be the present.

And simply look forward to the future.

Thanks fer the memories guys.(:

2008-09-01T00:34:00.013+08:00

Below are the pictures during the baybeats.

Friday was the best unlike saturday's.

I love typecast! Whoots. <33

Saturday's baybeats was pretty sucky with ppl getting injured.

I had to carry ielah out after they fell.

Blame the matreps. Fuck them.

Im glad you guys are okay now.(:

The only fun thing was taking the photos.

Sunday's had nice bands&songs.

Im too lazy to mention every single detail.

But i met with quite alot of ppl.

Saw fairul, tedd, qaizer, kiwi, yuna, priz, venom and alot others to mention all.

So yeahh. Pretty much lazy and tired to say everything.

Let the photos tell you a million words.

And lastly, selamat berpuasa-ing to all the muslims!(:

Friday ;

Girls.

Siqq, Shima, Kitt.

Ange bby !

<33

Saturday ;

Ielah&Kitt.

Silhouette.

You guys rawk.

I just cant stop laughing looking at this. Lol.

Missing some girls.

Yes, im enjoying.

Parker&Fiqqo.

Gays. -.-

Rawr, parker, rawr!

Nice ass. -.-

Whooo!

Look at the crowd! Gosh.

Excuse me, big head. :D

Sunday ;

Kitt&Shima.

Shee&Kitt.

Ice-cream!

Kitt&Fatenn.

This is what Aie does when he takes my camera. -.- Including the ones below. Lips. -.-

Eyes. -.-

Hairy Legs. -.-

Idk who took this. -.-

Kitt&Fatenn Cute.

Ielah Pretty&Kitt.

Kitt&Shee Shee.

Australian Band, Jebediah.

Female Rockstar, Jebediah.

I love and miss australia! I wanna go there again and shop shop shop.

Random;

2008-08-27T19:19:00.012+08:00

Ahhh, its wednesday already.

Time past by real fast. Next month, ehh wait, next week is already the fasting month.

Gaahh, eat alot people, till you get fat. Nyahah. Kay not.

So yeah, as time pass by, the time to my olvls getting shorter.

Less than 2 months already. *screams like mad*

I gotta do my best. But i dont know whether i can do very well. ('Believe you can.')

I havent started revising much.

This is my last week to enjoy as much as i can.

Before i start settling down with my studies.

So today, this is random, but i went to causeway after my extra class with my classmate, nini.

Nyahh. Its just that i dont like going to places using my sch uni.

It simply suck. Bleargh. And i saw golly! Lol.

Okay, i wanted to search fer something. And i got it. Yay!

Ohh, what happened in boots and shoes. Ssshhh.

Kay better not say anything here. *insert innocent face* :DD

Baybeats coming up. Whoo. But i cant stay late. A pity, cos i want to watch typecast. :(

Oh well. Time to take a rest now.

As it has been a very bad, hectic, saddening weekend fer me.

Trying not to remember anything though.

Cos i know it will come back around. And that made me to move on.

So yeah, im learning still. Its okay.

But im starting not to believe in these stuffs again.

After studies and olvls then can start again i guess.

Ohh, and im left with 3 or 4 weeks of school after sept hols before i graduate! Nyahh.

But my school pathetic. Its no fun. -.- But glad, it will be over soon. *smiles widely*

Oh. It was my dad's bdae yest and my parents' anni. Awesome right. Lol.

My dad turned 54. Old in age, but still strong and young in looks.(:

And it was the 27th anniversary fer them.

Awww. Sweet! I love my family. :D

And two of my classmate had their birthday today.

So my class with the party popper and balloons when they came to class.

It just happened within minutes. While i sat back and watch them. Pathetic much. -.-

Some people are just biased enough. And i hate it.

And yes, i cut to bangs bangs bangs, again.

Lalalala~ Kay shooooo!

Remembering Sunday;

He woke up from dreaming and put on his shoes.

Starting making his way past 2 in the morning.

He hasn't been sober for days.

Leaning now into the breeze.

Remembering Sunday, he falls to his knees.

They had breakfast together.

But two eggs don't last.

Like the feeling of what he needs.

Now this place is familiar to him.

She pulled on his hand with a devilish grin.

She led him upstairs, she led him upstairs.

Left him dying to get in.

Forgive me, I'm trying to find.

My calling, I'm calling at night.

I don't mean to be a bother,

But have you seen this girl?

She's been running through my dreams.

And it's driving me crazy, it seems.

I'm gonna ask her to marry me.

Even though she doesn't believe in love,

He's determined to call her bluff.

Who could deny these butterflies?

They're filling his gut.

Waking the neighbors, unfamiliar faces.

He pleads though he tries.

But he's only denied.

Now he's dying to get inside.

Forgive me, I'm trying to find.

My calling, I'm calling at night.

I don't mean to be a bother,

But have you seen this girl?

She's been running through my dreams.

And it's driving me crazy, it seems.

I'm gonna ask her to marry me.

The neighbors said she moved away.

Funny how it rained all day.

I didn't think much of it then.

But it's starting to all make sense.

Oh, I can see now that all of these clouds.

Are following me in my desperate endeavor.

To find my whoever, whoever she may be.

[Juliet Simms:]

I'm not coming back, I've done something so terrible.

I'm terrified to speak, but you'd expect that from me.

I'm mixed up, I'll be blunt

Now the rain is just washing you out of my hair.

And out of my mind.

Keeping an eye on the world,

So many thousands of feet off the ground, I'm over you now.

I'm at home in the clouds, towering over your head.

[Alex Gaskarth:]

I guess I'll go home now.

I guess I'll go home.

2008-08-24T01:40:00.001+08:00

Saturday wasnt my day. Urrgh.

2008-08-23T13:48:00.005+08:00

Yes, ive been feeling like a pathetic-little-girl-who-needs-erm-everything.

I dont know whats wrong with me these days.

Oh wait, maybe i do. Not everyone i told why.

Cos it isnt necessary to some.

But i wanna say thank you to those who has given me some advices and asking me too cheer up.

Although i said i cant, you guys never fail to help me. Hearts you guys.

And though they dont read my blog, i wanna say thanks.

You guys should know who you are.(:

And so, its not pms.

Its just a girl thingy. We tend to think too much?

Two of my friends, qissy and sri, was in the same situation as me.

Qissy, you should be happy now. Be strong and you shall wait fer the time to pass by.

It isnt that long. If you love him, you can wait.(:

Sri, i know its hard. Its hard fer me too.

I understand how you feel cos im in your situation too.

We shall meet up soon and talk aites.(:

As usual, went to jamm with heartfelt and hidayahg yesterday night.

It was kinda short to me as hid and me left early after the jamm.

And i wasnt feeling like myself also. Hmms.

So i had to be home by 11 and i was late, as usual.

My sis has been saying im coming home more late these days. Hais.

Its not on purpose tht i wanna come home late even.

So i shall be meeting my other makkals later today.

Its time to meet them. Been ages since ive seen them.

I hope i will feel better after that. We shall see how.

So where has my fun and laughter gone to?:(

Down the drain i guess. I seem to ferget whats laughter. I need it.

Can someone bring the laughter back to me.

Laughter is the best medicine. Its the only med i need now.

Its been too long, im getting sick.

Sick with sadness and all those negative stuffs.

Mummy, i think i have fallen in love.

I have not experienced like this before.

But i do not knoww. If the other way ard feels the same.

Im scared. Love is just too complicated and tough fer everyone to handle.

I shall just let time do its work instead now. Studies first.

Its just two months away. I need to get my butt down and study ASAP.

Urrrgghh. -___-

2008-08-18T20:16:00.003+08:00

Urrgh. Crazy. Idiot. Lame. Sad. Shoot. Kill. Die. Hate. Stop. Change. Damn. Haiz.

The reason why i put this at my msn pm is to remind myself.

These words just make me want to put them up as it expressed how i feel when i wrote them.

Dont ask me why i feel this way, fer some reason, you dont have to know.

Im like being enclosed in a small room and the room is squeezing me tight.

Although i push the walls with all my strength and energy,

It will soon be dried off till i hafta give up.

But no, i will not let my weakness take over me.

I will be angry to myself. Why didnt i try hard enough?

Or maybe its not me or my weakness.

I tried my best and thats what is important.

But will it all be worth it in the end?

Will i get what i want? Do wishes even come true?

It feels like fairytales are fake. Love in them are just not the reality.

So what if they live happily ever after? Is that really the end of story?

I hate myself fer feeling this way.

Can what i hear be the truth. I dont think so.

I cant explain why im behaving this way.

I wish there's an explanation fer it.

I wish that there's a smile that we can always put on every day.

Let all the other expression fade away.

Let happiness conquer the world.

Urrgh, i feel angry to myself.

I feel like im a crazy, idiotic person.

Im being very lame.

I feel sad.

I feel like shooting myself, and kill who i am.

Let me die so that it will all end.

I hate being this way.

I must stop and change myself.

Damn, but its really hard.

Haiz. :(

Learn from your mistakes.

Never to repeat them.

Even if others are there fer you, be glad.

But there will always be a time when you stop and realise.

What is life, what is the purpose of us being here now.

We were given the chance to live again from our previous life.

Are we doing enough to really make use of the chance.

Did we try our own best to achieve what we want.

Isit all worth it in the end?

I want the truth. Just say the truth.

Stop the walls from squeezing me.

It hurts me alot. Tears will run down with their own legs.

Like how the spoon ran off with the plate.

And how the cow jump over the moon.

Stop my mind from thinking of the negatives.

Think of the positive. But i will always think of the negatives.

If IT is all that i needed, will it be there fer me always like i want it to be?

Do fairytales come true in reality?

No matter what, i will know what i truly feel about it.

I wouldnt wanna let it go. Never would i.

But unless i have to, in the name of love, would i have to do it.

Get this feeling off from myself.

Help me. I feel like im stranded in an island, alone.

I will miss everything that is left at home.

Let me fight this wall.

Let me get the walls down.

Let me run over it so that i can be happy and free.

Do not let this feeling take over me like how i think everyone would feel the same, once at least in your life.

Let the truth be enough to let the feeling go.

Let this moment be over soon.

I pray that the walls will break although its thick and hard.

Where are you when i need you;

But i know who i am.

I know who i am to it.

So thats why the walls are coming up to me.

Maybe thats why.

Let me cry my eyes out.

Hoping all this will fade away and come to an end.

Isit possible?

So what is it?

2008-08-17T15:43:00.004+08:00

This is my 100th post. Whoots! Kay, that was random.

Nyahah. But ive been too busy nowadays to update everyday.

School's taking up most of my time. Ending late everyday.

And im left with only erm 6 weeks of school if im not wrong.

Around there i guess. And guess what.

Olvl's coming up pretty soon. In two months' time.

Goshh. Pretty fast right. Haiyoo.

And my prelims result? I shall get all my papers back tomorow.

But did get some of my results back.

My class emaths not that bad. 15 ppl got A1.

But i think the paper 1 was kinda easy. Thats why ppl could score.

Besides that, my amaths i fail due to my paper 2. :(

Never mind. Better start studying.

I dont have much time left.

Let me update. On friday as usual,

Followed heartfelt signature fer jamming.

And i arrived home pretty late [12 plus actually] . Till my sis scolded me.

Im supposed to be home by 11 no matter what.

But its not like everyday i go home late anyways.

Its just during the weekends thats all.

And although ive been nagged and nagged to be home early.

The next day, saturday, i went home past 11 coming to 12.

Well, at least i said i will be home late. *wink-wink*

Saturday went out with aery, fid chan, kiddy and shawn first.

I was late due to the bus. Damn i waited fer 15 mins there just fer a bus.

Wanted to scold the m-f-busdriver. Urrgh.

Oh. And i played tekken at the arcade till my right hand cramp.

And my muscles/nerve twisted i think.

It was damn painful i couldnt move my hand.

Soon after, hidayahg came to join us.

Wanted to play bowling but only after 10 its available.

So we went to the court house there and played cards.

Murderer and bluff. Eh, what happened to the forfeit?!

Everyone fergot abt it i guess. Haha. Kay, sshhh!

Took pictures using my cam since hid nvr brought hers.

I took their band photos as well since their drummer was there too.

And i saw yan-skater-boy after so long havent seen him, on the way home.

Okay im done.

I need to go do my homework now. Tata! ^^

Heartfelt Signature;

&Do wishes come true?

2008-08-12T13:48:00.003+08:00

Below are of the photos yesterday.

I was at home, bored, doing nothing when myy rang me up.

Met them at rp but then myy, azzah, siti had to go off. -.-

So left me, shee, ielah and ham.

Went to grab something to eat at banquet and civic.

Sat down, chit-chatted about stuffs.

Especially ielah and me. You know-i know-we know. Nyahah.

Ferget abt guys with that name! Lets move on.

Okay. My mother toungue results? I dont wish to say it here.

You want to know, ask me. Anyways im not good in my malay. Blueagh.

Okay ielah-cinderielah, time to do your stealing of photos! :DD

[ Sepet-eyes]

2008-08-11T15:18:00.005+08:00

Saturday ;

Sunday ;

On saturday i went to the ndp with sri.

I really had trouble choosing who to go with as i only got two tix.

End up, i went with her as she wanted to go it very much.

Crowded as it was almost everywhere. Typical singaporeans.

Got one lady even ask, do you have any free tix? -.-'

So we sat and watched. Kinda boring during the performance.

Oh, it rained. And we were all wet. What a weather.

Fireworks was the same as last week. No difference.

I think the fun part of the ndp was either that and the black knights.

They were awesome. Fuuh.

After that, headed to raffles to meet up with aery, kiddy and his friends.

Sent sri to the mrt and we went to marina to meet up with hidayah goh.

Then took pictures and headed home in the last train.

On sunday.

Supposingly to go to the arthouse gig.

But didnt went cos family had to go out to some wedding.

Anyways they say the gig was wasted and boring i guess.

Good thing i didnt went. After wedding, headed home.

And it was a pretty boring day fer me after that.

Even today. Oh damn.

Im scared fer the mother toungue results tomorow.

Gaaaahhhh! Im praying hard.

Well, lets see whats the outcome tomorow then.

<333